Mr. Dodgson lagged behind, and I saw him looking intently in the
hedges and all about, as if he were searching for something. This
aroused my curiosity. At length, stooping down, he gathered up
something in his handkerchief. I could not see what he had found,
but I felt very much interested. Holding the tied-up handkerchief
above my head, he said, "This is for my other little Alice; she is a
brave girl, and does not cry like a baby at being a wee bit tired.
Oh! such a curious, lovely little flower is tied up here!"
At this he waved the handkerchief above my head, and I, so anxious
to see what was in it, skipped after him, forgetting the tears and
the tired legs. "Tell me what it is," was my breathless request.
No answer. Mr. Dodgson danced on, and I followed, father laughing
at the two of us. When we were near dear old Wadham College (not a
great distance from Long-Wall Street), Mr. Dodgson said to me, with
much solemnity, "Alice, did you ever hear of a 'Bella perennis,'
most wonderfully and beautifully made?"
I was awestruck, and whispered, "Never. Is that it?"
He nodded, and we went on again till the steps of our house came in
view. By this time I was quiet and wondering, and hoping I should be
allowed to see inside the handkerchief, and look at this wonderful,
mysterious creation.
Inside our hall was an old oaken bench, and there Mr. Dodgson sat
down; I in front of him, in my favourite attitude, with my long,
skinny arms clasped behind my back. I dare not speak as the knots
were very, very slowly untied, and--oh! only a tiny, withered,
half-dead, little daisy appeared to my astonished view! "Where is
the beautiful 'Bella something?'" I cried, with a half-sob rising in
my throat; I was so bitterly disappointed.
"This is the 'Bella perennis,' child. See how beautifully and
carefully it is made: one of God's fairest small field-flowers."
I took it in my hand, and, giving Mr. Dodgson a big hug, I passed
through the baize door, leaving my dear, kind friend with father.
I never forgot that walk! It made a very deep impression on my
childish mind, not easily effaced in the long after-years. If people
only knew what the sympathy of a "real, grown-up friend" is to a
shy child, what courage it gives to the trembling little heart! How
few children would be set down as shy and stupid, and be thoroughly
misunderstood (as some are now), if only there were more like Mr.
Dodgson, who, though one of the cleverest of men, could yet stoop to
win the love and confidence and enter into the joys and sorrows of
his numerous child friends!
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