Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
When Barrington called on the Professor next morning, he did not see
Jehane. She had stayed in bed for breakfast, to keep out of his way.
She did not trust herself to meet him before her parents because of her
face--it might tell tales. She was strangely ashamed that anyone should
know of her infatuation. And yet she longed to meet him that she might
experience afresh the sweet tingling dread lest he should touch her. Ah,
if she were sure that he returned her love, what a different Jehane he
should discover....
Though she did not meet him, she espied him the moment he turned into
the street. Peering stealthily from behind the curtain, she was glad to
notice that he glanced up, as though conscious that her hidden eyes were
watching. Listening at the head of the stairs, she heard his voice. She
heard him inquire after her, and tried to estimate his disappointment
and anxiety when her father answered casually, “The daughter has one of
her headaches.... No, nothing much. She may not be down this morning.”
After he had left, she was angry with herself for her cowardice. She
ought to have seized her opportunity. Perhaps he was returning at once
to London, where he would quickly forget her. She might never see him
again.
By a kind of necromancy she tried to arrive at certainty as to whether
or no he would marry her. If she could count a hundred before a cart
passed a particular lamppost, then he would become her husband. When the
cart went too fast for her counting, she skipped numbers and cheated
in order to make the test propitious. Sitting in her bedroom, partly
dressed, with the brilliant summer sunshine streaming over her, she
invented all kinds of similar experiments.
At last she grew impatient of her own company and came downstairs to
lunch. Her dreamy mother, who usually noticed nothing, embarrassed her
by remarking that her face was flushed as though she were sickening for
something. She turned attention from herself by inquiring the result of
her father's interview with Mr. Barrington.
Her father was annoyed because his book had been delayed in
publication--quite unwarrantably delayed, he said. She could not get him
to state whether Barrington had gone back to London. The conversation
developed into an indictment of the innate trickiness of publishers.
Mrs. Usk had never been able to reconcile the place she occupied in the
world of letters with the smallness of her royalty-statements. It
almost made her doubt the financial honesty of some persons. Jehane
had listened with angry eyes while these two impractical scholars,
comfortably interrupting one another across the table, swelled out the
sum of their grievances. Now she took up the cudgels so personally and
so passionately in the defense of publishers in general, and Barrington
in particular, that she was moved to tears by her eloquence.
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