Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
They had passed _The Skylark_ and were nearing the island. All the other
boats were left behind. Her voice came to him throbbingly, like a
harp fingered softly. “You're disappointed in me. You'll often be
disappointed.”
He could not bear that she should blame herself. He drew in his paddle.
“I'm not, only----”
“Only what? A man always says 'only' when he's trying to deceive
himself.”
“Only, why did you do it?”
She didn't answer his question. How could she tell why? Because she was
young; because she knew that she was pretty. “You looked splendid,”
she said, “when you struck him.” And then she mentioned the one thing
concerning which he, as a man, would have kept silent. “You kissed me,
Peter.”
His blood quickened. Was she reproaching him or simply saying, “You love
me; we're alone together?” She was leaning forward now, looking away
from him, her throat resting against the back of her hand. He crept
toward her, knelt at her feet and pressed his lips against her dress.
Her eyes came back to him. “You'd better go away and forget me.”
He slipped his arm about her body, drawing her to him. “Do you want me
to go away--to go out of your life forever?”
“No.” The word was whispered and slowly uttered. She touched him gently,
patting his hand. “Peter, I'm not your sort. You know that.”
“But you are my sort, or else how could I feel--feel what I am feeling?
You'll learn to love me, Cherry.”
She took it without a tremor, this declaration which had cost him such
effort. She shook her head. “The Faun Man tells Eve that every time
they're together. I wonder how many men have said it. Love comes in an
instant. You can't learn it.”
“But why not?”
She bent over him like a mother. Her mouth was rounded; no wonder they
called her Cherry. She was adorable in compassion. “You don't know me.
I'm not at all what you think. Ask the Faun Man. Don't you remember at
the Happy Cottage? It wasn't for breaking his pictures that he sent me
to the convent.”
“But I'll make you love me,” he insisted. “You don't know what I'd do
for you. I'd die for you, Cherry. There's nothing about you that I don't
worship. You're so long and sweet--and------” He laid his face against
her cold, white cheek and caught his breath. She was like marble; he
could feel no stir in her--and his every nerve was throbbing. “Don't you
like to be loved?”
She seemed to marvel at his passion, as if it were a thing which she did
not understand, by which she was puzzled. Oddly, to his way of thinking,
she showed no terror of him. Her eyes dwelt on him with clear and kindly
interest. “Every girl likes to be loved. But that's different. I don't
think you'll ever teach me, Peter. And yet----. Hadn't we better be
getting back?”
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