Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
But to become like Barrington he would have had to be a gentleman. A
top-hat never sat on his head as if it belonged to him. With his equals
in birth and opportunity he could never be comfortable. He found it easy
to be chatty with stable-boys and servants. This he attributed to his
superior humanity. He was fond of walking down the street with a pipe in
his mouth. When he sat on a chair, it was usually on the middle of his
back with his feet thrust out. He slouched through life like an awkward
boy, experiencing discomfort in the presence of his elders.
Since he could not cure himself of his habits, he determined some day,
when he was ready for the effort, to get money; with money his habits
would no longer be bad--they would become signs of democracy and
independence. At the time of the Christmas party he was a clerk in a
lawyer's office--he had been other things before that. This was his
worldly condition, when he met Jehane and fell in love with her.
They drifted together from force of circumstance; Nan and Barrington
were still very much of lovers; Mr. Tudor spent his time on the floor
with Peter and Glory. They were thrown together; there was no escape
from it. Ocky was naturally affectionate; it was part of his weak
amiability to love somebody. He craved love for himself--or was it
admiration? But as a rule no one was flattered by his affection--it was
always on tap. Jehane did not know that. Her wounded pride was soothed
because he selected her. She was hungry for a man's appreciation
and anxious for his protection. And as for Ocky, to whom no one ever
listened--he was encouraged by her pleased attention.
He sought her out at first in a good-natured effort to dispel her
melancholy; his method was to regale her with worn chestnuts. She heard
them with a slow, sweet smile on her mouth, which narrowed and widened,
but rarely broke into mirth. This showed him that all his stories were
new to her. The poor fellow was stirred to his shallow depths. A gusty
passion blew through him; he struggled into seeming strength; he felt he
was a man.--When you're choosing a woman who will be condemned to hear
all your old anecdotes over and over to the day of her death, it is very
necessary to select one to whom they will come fresh, at least before
marriage. Yes, she was the wife for Waffles.
Little confidences grew up between them. She told him about Barrington,
hinting that he had wobbled between her and Nan. And he told her about
Barrington, how as boys they had been like brothers, spending every
holiday together, but now----.
But now, in Barrington's own words, a little of Ocky went a long way;
after an hour or two in his company he felt quite fed up with him.
As with many a clever man, vulgarity of mind disgusted him more than
well-bred viciousness. He found it difficult to hide his feelings from
his guest. In fact, he didn't.
Nan was the first to notice what was happening. “He's making love to
Jehane, I declare!”
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