Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Billy's always been young for his age,” said Nan; “he's minus twenty
now.”
But, as they walked on, Jehane was saying to herself, “Then he was only
coming to see father, as everybody comes! It wasn't my face that drew
him.”
They strewed the cushions on the floor of the punt. Barrington took the
pole and Jehane seated herself in front so that she could face him.
All that he should see of Nan's attractions was the back of her golden
head--Jehane had arranged all that.
They swung out into mid-stream unsteadily; Barrington was struggling to
recover a forgotten art. Their direction was erratic. They nearly fouled
a returning eight; the maledictions of the cox, each stinging epithet of
whose abuse politely ended in “sir,” drew unwelcome attention to their
wandering progress. When they had collided with the opposite bank, Nan
stood up and took the pole herself. Jehane was in luck.
She had often pictured such a scene to herself--a man, herself, and a
punt on the river; in these pictures she had never included Nan. She
had heard herself brilliantly conversing, saying amusing things that had
made the man laugh, saying deep things that had made him solemn; then,
presently she had ceased to torment him, his arms had gone about her,
and she had lain a fluttering wild thing on his breast.
Now, in reality, she had nothing to say. When he spoke, she gave him
short answers. She was not mistress of herself. She trailed her hands in
the water and was afraid to look up, lest he should guess the tumult in
her heart.
The punt had turned out of the main stream into the Cherwell, and
was stealing between narrow banks. Jehane knew that she was appearing
sullen; she always appeared like that with men. In her mind's eye she
saw herself acting the other part of gay, responsive woman of the world.
She was angry with herself.
Barrington, hampered by her embarrassment, had twisted round on his
cushions and was chaffing Nan. Nan was looking her best and, as usual,
was quite unconscious of the fact. In her loose, blowy muslin, standing
erect, leaning against the pole with the water dripping from her
hands, she seemed the soul of summer and unspoilt girlhood against
the background of lazy river and green shadows. There was something
infantile and appealing about Nan. Her flaxen hair fitted her like a
shining cap of satin. Her eyes were inextinguishably bright and blue;
above them were delicate, golden brows. Her red lips seemed always
slightly parted, ready to respond to mischief or merriment. She was
small in build--the kind of girl-woman a man is tempted to pick up and
carry. Her chief beauty was her long, slim throat and neck; she was a
white flower, swaying from a fragile stem. It was impossible to think
that Nan knew anything that was not good.
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