The Raid of Dover: A Romance of the Reign of Woman, A.D. 1940Ford, Douglas Morey
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The Raid of Dover: A Romance of the Reign of Woman, A.D. 1940
Ford, Douglas Morey
Imaginary wars and battles -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction; Women -- Suffrage -- Great Britain -- Fiction
A great silence seemed to have fallen upon the man who in the past had
made so many speeches. A brooding wistfulness revealed itself in his
expression. There was a haunting look of doubt or question in his eyes,
a look as of one who, without compass and without rudder, finds himself
drifting on an unknown sea. The land was fading from his sight. The
solid earth on which he had walked, self-confident, self-sufficient,
no longer gave him foothold. His nerveless hands were losing grip on
the only life of which he knew anything, the only life in which he had
been able to believe. And day by day, and night by night, there came to
his mind the memory of his earlier life, of the faith that he had seen
shining in the dying eyes of the woman who had believed while he had
disbelieved. Vividly he recalled to mind--albeit with a sense of wonder
and irritation--an occasion when he had sat beside her in the old
Cathedral at Lichfield. The sun was setting, and its glory illumined
the huge western window; the words of the great man of action, who was
also the man of great faith, were being read from the lectern, and at
a certain passage his wife had turned and looked at him with sad and
supplicating eyes: "If in this life only we have hope in Christ, we are
of all men most miserable."
If in this life only ...! All other hope he had scorned and rejected.
No other hope had seemed needful to his happiness and success. But
now? Already _this_ life was dwindling and departing. He felt it; he
knew it in his inmost being, as his steps faltered, his hands grew
thin and pallid, and his brain, once so busy with a hundred projects
and ambitions, now refused to work, or brought to him only recurrent
recollections of things which in the prime and strength of his manhood
he had scouted and despised.
If in this life only ...!
Sometimes a great restlessness possessed him, and Zenobia, in the
silent watches of the night, heard him moving heavily and slowly about
his room. On one of these nights, anxious and alarmed, she hurried in
and found him standing at the window in the darkness. The furnished
house they occupied was on Bathwick Hill, and the night scene from the
windows was one of striking mystery and beauty. The blackness of the
valley in which lay the ancient city, and of the towering hills on
every side, was studded with myriads of lights--shining like stars in
an inverted firmament.
"Father!"
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