The Railway Man and His ChildrenOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Railway Man and His Children
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Children of the rich -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Forgery -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
It was on his wife’s lips to tell him that he said innumerable words of
which he was unaware, about quite other matters, on every kind of
subject, but all showing the way his thoughts were tending, but she
forbore; for sweet as it is to be understood, it is not so sweet to be
shown how you betray yourself and lay bare your secrets unwittingly to
the eye of day. It was not difficult to divine that his mind was now
very much taken up by the thought of his children, not merely in the way
of love and desire to see them, but from an overmastering anxiety as to
how they would bear his wife’s inspection, and what their future place
in his life would be. In his many thoughts on the subject, he had
decided that he must see them first and judge of that. During the three
months in which he had been seeing with Evelyn’s eyes and perceiving
with her mind, various things had changed for James Rowland. He was not
quite aware of the agency, nor even that a revolution had taken place in
him, but he was conscious of being more and more anxious about the
effect which everything would produce on her, and specially, above all
other things, of the effect that his children would produce. And he had
said and done many things to make this very visible. For his own part he
thought he had concealed it completely, and even that she gave him
credit for too much feeling in imputing to him that eagerness to see
them, to take his boy and his girl into his arms, which she had just
said was so natural. He preferred to leave that impression on her mind.
The feelings she imputed to him would have been her feelings, she felt
sure, had she been coming home to her children after so long a
separation. He could not say even to himself that this was his feeling.
He had done without them for a very long time, perhaps he could have
gone on doing without them. But what would Evelyn say to them? Would
they be fit for her notice? Would they shock and startle her? What
manner of beings would they seem in her eyes? It was on the cards that
did she show any distaste for them, their father, who was their father
after all, might resent it secretly or openly--for the claims of blood
are strong; but at the present moment this was not at all in his
thoughts. His thoughts were full of anxiety to know how they would
please her, whether they were worthy to be brought at all into her
presence. Mrs. Rowland would fain have assured him that his anxiety was
unnecessary, and that, whatever his children were, they would be her
first duty; but she was too understanding to do even this. All that she
could do to help him in the emergency, was to accept his pretext and
give him her approval, and tell him it was the most natural thing in the
world. Useless to say that she was anxious too, wondering how the
experiment would turn out. Whether the lowly upbringing would be so
great a disadvantage as she feared, or whether the more primitive laws
of that simpler social order would develop the better faculties, and
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