Directly, it occurred to her that she was with child. There was a great trembling of wonder and anticipation through her soul. She wanted a child. Not that she loved babies so much, though she was touched by all young things. But she wanted to bear children. And a certain hunger in her heart wanted to unite her husband with herself, in a child. She wanted a son. She felt, a son would be everything. She wanted to tell her husband. But it was such a trembling, intimate thing to tell him, and he was at this time hard and unresponsive. So that she went away and wept. It was such a waste of a beautiful opportunity, such a frost that nipped in the bud one of the beautiful moments of her life. She went about heavy and tremulous with her secret, wanting to touch him, oh, most delicately, and see his face, dark and sensitive, attend to her news. She waited and waited for him to become gentle and still towards her. But he was always harsh and he bullied her. So that the buds shrivelled from her confidence, she was chilled. She went down to the Marsh. “Well,” said her father, looking at her and seeing her at the first glance, “what’s amiss wi’ you now?” The tears came at the touch of his careful love. “Nothing,” she said. “Can’t you hit it off, you two?” he said. “He’s so obstinate,” she quivered; but her soul was obdurate itself. “Ay, an’ I know another who’s all that,” said her father. She was silent. “You don’t want to make yourselves miserable,” said her father; “all about nowt.” “_He_ isn’t miserable,” she said. “I’ll back my life, if you can do nowt else, you can make him as miserable as a dog. You’d be a dab hand at that, my lass.” “_I_ do nothing to make him miserable,” she retorted. “Oh no—oh no! A packet o’ butterscotch, you are.” She laughed a little. “You mustn’t think I _want_ him to be miserable,” she cried. “I don’t.” “We quite readily believe it,” retorted Brangwen. “Neither do you intend him to be hopping for joy like a fish in a pond.” This made her think. She was rather surprised to find that she did _not_ intend her husband to be hopping for joy like a fish in a pond. Her mother came, and they all sat down to tea, talking casually. “Remember, child,” said her mother, “that everything is not waiting for _your_ hand just to take or leave. You mustn’t expect it. Between two people, the love itself is the important thing, and that is neither you nor him. It is a third thing you must create. You mustn’t expect it to be just your way.” “Ha—nor do I. If I did I should soon find my mistake out. If _I_ put my hand out to take anything, my hand is very soon bitten, I can tell you.” “Then you must mind where you put your hand,” said her father. Anna was rather indignant that they took the tragedy of her young married life with such equanimity. “You love the man right enough,” said her father, wrinkling his forehead in distress. “That’s all as counts.”