Domestic fiction; Family -- England -- Midlands -- Fiction; Midlands (England) -- Fiction
So that she caught at little things, which saved her from being swept
forward headlong in the tide of passion that leaps on into the Infinite
in a great mass, triumphant and flinging its own course. She wanted to
get out of this fixed, leaping, forward-travelling movement, to rise
from it as a bird rises with wet, limp feet from the sea, to lift
herself as a bird lifts its breast and thrusts its body from the pulse
and heave of a sea that bears it forward to an unwilling conclusion,
tear herself away like a bird on wings, and in open space where there
is clarity, rise up above the fixed, surcharged motion, a separate
speck that hangs suspended, moves this way and that, seeing and
answering before it sinks again, having chosen or found the direction
in which it shall be carried forward.
And it was as if she must grasp at something, as if her wings were too
weak to lift her straight off the heaving motion. So she caught sight
of the wicked, odd little faces carved in stone, and she stood before
them arrested.
These sly little faces peeped out of the grand tide of the cathedral
like something that knew better. They knew quite well, these little
imps that retorted on man’s own illusion, that the cathedral was not
absolute. They winked and leered, giving suggestion of the many things
that had been left out of the great concept of the church. “However
much there is inside here, there’s a good deal they haven’t got in,”
the little faces mocked.
Apart from the lift and spring of the great impulse towards the altar,
these little faces had separate wills, separate motions, separate
knowledge, which rippled back in defiance of the tide, and laughed in
triumph of their own very littleness.
“Oh, look!” cried Anna. “Oh, look how adorable, the faces! Look at
her.”
Brangwen looked unwillingly. This was the voice of the serpent in his
Eden. She pointed him to a plump, sly, malicious little face carved in
stone.
“He knew her, the man who carved her,” said Anna. “I’m sure she was his
wife.”
“It isn’t a woman at all, it’s a man,” said Brangwen curtly.
“Do you think so?—No! That isn’t a man. That is no man’s face.”
Her voice sounded rather jeering. He laughed shortly, and went on. But
she would not go forward with him. She loitered about the carvings. And
he could not go forward without her. He waited impatient of this
counteraction. She was spoiling his passionate intercourse with the
cathedral. His brows began to gather.
“Oh, this is good!” she cried again. “Here is the same woman—look!—only
he’s made her cross! Isn’t it lovely! Hasn’t he made her hideous to a
degree?” She laughed with pleasure. “Didn’t he hate her? He must have
been a nice man! Look at her—isn’t it awfully good—just like a shrewish
woman. He must have enjoyed putting her in like that. He got his own
back on her, didn’t he?”
“It’s a man’s face, no woman’s at all—a monk’s—clean shaven,” he said.
She laughed with a pouf! of laughter.
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