Domestic fiction; Family -- England -- Midlands -- Fiction; Midlands (England) -- Fiction
“Take page 125, and read that chapter,” said Ursula.
There was a click of many books opened. The children found the page,
and bent their heads obediently to read. And they read, mechanically.
Ursula, who was trembling violently, went and sat in her high chair.
The blubbering of the boy continued. The strident voice of Mr. Brunt,
the roar of Mr. Harby, came muffled through the glass partition. And
now and then a pair of eyes rose from the reading-book, rested on her a
moment, watchful, as if calculating impersonally, then sank again.
She sat still without moving, her eyes watching the class, unseeing.
She was quite still, and weak. She felt that she could not raise her
hand from the desk. If she sat there for ever, she felt she could not
move again, nor utter a command. It was a quarter-past four. She almost
dreaded the closing of the school, when she would be alone.
The class began to recover its ease, the tension relaxed. Williams was
still crying. Mr. Brunt was giving orders for the closing of the
lesson. Ursula got down.
“Take your place, Williams,” she said.
He dragged his feet across the room, wiping his face on his sleeve. As
he sat down, he glanced at her furtively, his eyes still redder. Now he
looked like some beaten rat.
At last the children were gone. Mr. Harby trod by heavily, without
looking her way, or speaking. Mr. Brunt hesitated as she was locking
her cupboard.
“If you settle Clarke and Letts in the same way, Miss Brangwen, you’ll
be all right,” he said, his blue eyes glancing down in a strange
fellowship, his long nose pointing at her.
“Shall I?” she laughed nervously. She did not want anybody to talk to
her.
As she went along the street, clattering on the granite pavement, she
was aware of boys dodging behind her. Something struck her hand that
was carrying her bag, bruising her. As it rolled away she saw that it
was a potato. Her hand was hurt, but she gave no sign. Soon she would
take the tram.
She was afraid, and strange. It was to her quite strange and ugly, like
some dream where she was degraded. She would have died rather than
admit it to anybody. She could not look at her swollen hand. Something
had broken in her; she had passed a crisis. Williams was beaten, but at
a cost.
Feeling too much upset to go home, she rode a little farther into the
town, and got down from the tram at a small tea-shop. There, in the
dark little place behind the shop, she drank her tea and ate
bread-and-butter. She did not taste anything. The taking of tea was
just a mechanical action, to cover over her existence. There she sat in
the dark, obscure little place, without knowing. Only unconsciously she
nursed the back of her hand, which was bruised.
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