Arizona -- Fiction; Frontier and pioneer life -- Fiction; Western stories
“I am young. I am free. I have my life to live,” he said. “I'll be a
man. I'll take what comes. Let me learn here!”
When he had spoken out, settled once and for ever his attitude toward
his future, he seemed to be born again, wonderfully alive to the
influences around him, ready to trust what yet remained a mystery.
Then his thoughts reverted to Fay Larkin. Could this girl be known to
the Mormons? It was possible. Fay Larkin was an unusual name. Deep into
Shefford's heart had sunk the story Venters had told. Shefford found
that he had unconsciously created a like romance--he had been loving a
wild and strange and lonely girl, like beautiful Bess Venters. It was
a shock to learn the truth, but, as it had been only a dream, it could
hardly be vital.
Shefford retraced his steps toward the post. Halfway back he espied a
tall, dark figure moving toward him, and presently the shape and the
step seemed familiar. Then he recognized Nas Ta Bega. Soon they were
face to face. Shefford felt that the Indian had been trailing him over
the sand, and that this was to be a significant meeting. Remembering
Withers's revelation about the Navajo, Shefford scarcely knew how to
approach him now. There was no difference to be made out in Nas Ta
Bega's dark face and inscrutable eyes, yet there was a difference to be
felt in his presence. But the Indian did not speak, and turned to walk
by Shefford's side. Shefford could not long be silent.
“Nas Ta Bega, were you looking for me?” he asked.
“You had no gun,” replied the Indian.
But for his very low voice, his slow speaking of the words, Shefford
would have thought him a white man. For Shefford there was indeed an
instinct in this meeting, and he turned to face the Navajo.
“Withers told me you had been educated, that you came back to the
desert, that you never showed your training.... Nas Ta Bega, did you
understand all I told Withers?”
“Yes,” replied the Indian.
“You won't betray me?”
“I am a Navajo.”
“Nas Ta Bega, you trail me--you say I had no gun.” Shefford wanted
to ask this Indian if he cared to be the white man's friend, but the
question was not easy to put, and, besides, seemed unnecessary. “I am
alone and strange in this wild country. I must learn.”
“Nas Ta Bega will show you the trails and the water-holes and how to
hide from Shadd.”
“For money--for silver you will do this?” inquired Shefford.
Shefford felt that the Indian's silence was a rebuke. He remembered
Withers's singular praise of this red man. He realized he must change
his idea of Indians.
“Nas Ta Bega, I know nothing. I feel like a child in the wilderness.
When I speak it is out of the mouths of those who have taught me. I must
find a new voice and a new life.... You heard my story to Withers. I am
an outcast from my own people. If you will be my friend--be so.”
The Indian clasped Shefford's hand and held it in a response that
was more beautiful for its silence. So they stood for a moment in the
starlight.
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