The Rajah's Heir: A Novel in 3 volumesDespard, C. (Charlotte)
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The Rajah's Heir: A Novel in 3 volumes
Despard, C. (Charlotte)
India -- Fiction
Tom fell behind with Grace. He did not know exactly how he had managed
it, or whether any management at all had been required; but so it
was that when they came out into the moonlit road, he and Grace were
together. He looked down upon her with a beating heart. Words came
thronging to his lips, but he could not speak them. She seemed to have
moved further away from him than ever. This white light of moon and
stars in which she walked was, to his excited fancy, like the mystic
world that was her home, and she in her light garments, her pale gold
hair all ruffled by the breeze, making an aureole like a saint's halo
round her beautiful face, was as lovely, and alas! as unapproachable as
a vision. Silently they go along the interval of road that separated
Mrs. Gregory's grounds from those of General Elton. And now they are in
the little dark shrubbery behind the lawn and rose garden.
Here Tom, who has been sighing like a furnace, pulls up in desperation,
for he feels that his opportunity is slipping away from him.
'Are you tired?' he says in a shaken voice.
'Oh, no!' answers Grace, only a little more firmly. 'I am not at all
tired.'
'Then won't you come down to the river for a few moments?' he says
pleadingly. 'It looks so pretty in this light.'
His heart is thumping against his ribs, and there is a singing in his
ears which nearly deafens him. He hears indeed so imperfectly that he
is on the point of apologising humbly for having made a preposterous
suggestion when he realises that Grace has fallen in with it, that
she is, in fact, leading him to a little tangled path through the
shrubbery that leads straight to the lower lawn. 'Mind how you go!'
says the sweet voice. 'It is dark here, and the branches are low. To
the right; now to the left. Trixy calls this the maze.'
In a few moments they emerge from the shrubbery, cross an interval of
lawn, and stand on the bank above the river, at the very spot where Tom
saw his vision of the night before.
'Isn't it lovely?' says Grace, in a low voice. 'Come here, under the
willows, where the shadows are deep, and look down!'
'How dark and silent it is!' says Tom.
'Silent, but never still. I don't know how it is,' says Grace, with a
little sigh, 'but flowing water always makes me feel tired.'
'It is the constant movement. I have felt that too. But sit down,
darling. Don't look at it----'
She interrupts him a little impatiently. 'No; you don't understand. It
is not _that_ weariness; it is of the mind. I think of life; how it
is going on, always, always. No rest, not for a single moment; dying,
being born, loving, hating, thinking, fighting, suffering, sinning. It
is terrible.'
'But it is beautiful too, Grace.'
'It may be, or perhaps indifferent. To one here and there; one like the
river that receives but cannot give.'
'What do you mean, Grace?'
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