It was empty, the window still stood open on to the terrace, and the
air was full of the pungent smell of the flowers without.
Rose Lyndwood seated himself at the table where Miss Chressham had
written, earlier that evening, the letter whose fragments were now
being swirled down the stream into the open country.
He picked up a pen and slowly mended it, pulled out a sheet of
Susannah's gilt-edged paper, and paused.
What had happened since he had left London that morning--his meeting
with his cousin, the fierce disappointment and anger of Marius, the
foolish, bitter reproaches of the Countess--had hardly touched his real
feelings, and, personally, moved him not at all.
He had endured these scenes, disdainful of them; he knew that neither
his mother nor Marius had ever attempted to avert the ruin that so
overwhelmed them, and that they knew nothing of his real position.
To both he was a stranger in all things save blood, and now as he sat
alone, his thoughts were where they had been on the ride from London,
with the people and things of his own world, though through all was the
stinging recollection of his brother's sneers and his mother's tears.
Presently he began to write, slowly but without hesitation.
"MADAM,--You will remember that I acquainted you with the fact that
my affairs approached a crisis, and that I considered accepting the
appointment at Venice as a retreat from a life my fortunes would no
longer support. You know what other hope I dared to cherish--believe
that I have ever held dear the assurances you once gave me, and that
in writing this I taste fully the bitterness of poverty.
"I cannot go to Venice, since both my lady and Marius, my brother,
find me at fault in this entanglement of my fortunes, and 'tis but
decent that I should strive to repair losses that affect them, since
they demand it of me.
"More 'tis difficult to say on paper, yet I have no fear that you will
not understand since we never found it hard to comprehend one another.
When last you wrote you said that you were being pressed in the matter
of your betrothal to your cousin Francis--he is one to whom I should
have given my esteem in other circumstances, and one whom, even as it
is, I cannot hate, though his fortune is more brilliant than mine----"
The Earl broke off and stared out at the night with darkening eyes,
then he signed his name and the date.
Without reading the letter through he folded and addressed it to:
MISS SELINA BOYLE,
Bristol.
As he finished he looked round, for he heard the door softly open.
"Susannah," he said. His intonation held welcome; he half smiled.
Miss Chressham crossed the room; within a little distance of her
cousin's chair she paused; he was again gazing out at the night, and
she saw only his back, the blue ribbon at his neck, and the long smooth
curls that hung beneath it.
"What have they said to you?" she asked.
"That which I might have expected."
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