The Countess Lavinia was silent, wearily struggling with tumultuous
sobs that hurt her breast. She clasped her hands over her heart and
looked on the ground.
The maid leant forward. A stray ray of moonlight pierced the gently
waving foliage, and showed her delicate, sharp face and the curling
locks of bright gold hair that escaped from under her white muslin cap.
"Think a little, my lady, of the position you have and the power it
gives you over both of them. What good would you do by running away?"
"Disgrace him, at least," came heavily from the Countess Lavinia.
"And yourself more, my lady. What would they say--'who was she but a
perked-up Miss that lost her head?' Great ladies do not run away. And
how would Mr. Hilton receive you?"
"But for him I had never married this man," broke out the Countess
desperately. "No, I vow it! But did he not threaten to shut me up in
Bedlam? _You_ heard him tell me my grandmother had died mad, and so his
daughter should if she were not Lady Lyndwood!"
"And ye were resigned," returned the maid quickly.
"I was cowed, but I would have married Marius. Yes, last spring I would
have married him, so great a fool was I, and let the money go. The
money! What use is it to me? What pleasure have I in seeing it go to
pay _his_ debts, to procure luxuries for _his_ mother, to keep up the
estate he mocks me with, to minister to his extravagance? My money, my
father's money! And my amusement must be to see it spent on foreign
Delilahs and gipsy actresses who laugh at me!"
She stopped, gasping for breath. The maid eyed her keenly, and offered
no reply.
"Let us walk on!" cried the Countess. "I cannot stand still."
She moved forward through the trees, and Honoria followed.
For a while there was no speech between them, and the snapping of
branches and crushing back of leaves was distinctly heard. The Countess
pushed back the damp dark curls from her brow and burst into words
again.
"Am I not a good woman?" she exclaimed. "Am I not as fair and as witty
as that cousin of his? Why should they turn their backs on me? I wot
that among the women he has courted were some not so well born as I."
"But he did not marry one of them," returned Honoria in her quiet,
insinuating voice, "and that is your strength, my lady. You do not
hold him by the bonds of fancy, or the bonds of liking, or bonds of
fashion, but by the bonds of the law, and that is the most lasting
thing, my lady."
They had come out on to a fair lawn that sloped to a lake, and the
sky showed vast above them. Through the dark trees ran the constant
tripping murmur of the wind, and the long grass bent towards the water
when the breeze strengthened. The moon was almost overhead and floated
in a faint golden haze.
The Countess turned and looked back at the house, impassive and fine in
the veiled silver light.
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