She ran into her own room, grabbed a can of talcum, and did not wait to
see whether she applied it evenly to her telltale eyelids, but dabbed
at them on the way to her mother's room.
"Doctor says you're all right, mommie; only you mustn't go digging
post-holes or shoveling hay for awhile."
"No, I guess not!" Her mother responded unconsciously to the
stimulation of Billy Louise's tone. "I couldn't dig holes with a
teaspoon, I'm that weak and useless. Did he say what it was, Billy
Louise?" The sick are always so curious about their illnesses!
"Oh, your lumbago got to scrapping with your liver. I forget the name
he gave it, but it's nothing to worry about." Billy Louise had
imagination, remember.
"I guess he'd think it was something to worry about, if he had it," her
mother retorted fretfully, but reassured nevertheless by the casual
manner of Billy Louise. "I believe I could eat a little mite of toast
and drink some tea," she added tentatively.
"And an egg poached soft if you want it, mom. Phoebe just brought in
the eggs." Billy Louise went out humming unconcernedly under her
breath as if she had not a care beyond the proper toasting of the bread
and brewing of the tea.
One need not go to war or voyage to the far corners of the earth to
find the stuff heroes are made of.
CHAPTER XIV
EACH IN HIS OWN TRAIL
Since nothing in this world is absolutely immutable--the human emotions
least of all, perhaps--Billy Louise did not hold changeless her broken
faith in Ward. She saw it broken into fragments before the evidence of
her own eyes, and the fragments ground to dust beneath the weight of
what she knew of his past--things he had told her himself. So she
thought there was no more faith in him, and her heart went empty and
aching through the next few days.
But, since Billy Louise was human, and a woman--not altogether because
she was twenty!--she stopped, after awhile, gathered carefully the dust
of her dead faith, and, like God, she began to create. First she
fashioned doubts of her doubt. How did she know she had not made a
mistake, there at that corral? Other men wore gray hats and rode dark
bay horses; other men were slim and tall--and she had only had a
glimpse after all, and the light was deceptive down there in the
shadows. When that first doubt was molded, and she had breathed into
it the breath of life so that it stood sturdily before her, she took
heart and created reasons, a whole company of them, to tell her why she
ought to give Ward the benefit of the doubt. She remembered what
Charlie Fox had said about circumstantial evidence. She would not make
the mistake he had made.
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