If Buck came back to have it out with him, he would certainly need that
gun. He knew Buck, a broken leg wouldn't save him. On the other hand,
if the fever of his hurt hit him hard enough-- "Oh, fiddlesticks!" he
told himself at last. "If I get crazy enough for that, the gun won't
cut much ice one way or the other. There are other ways of bumping
off--" So he tucked the gun under the mattress at the head of his bed
where he could put his hand upon it if the need came.
Then he removed his boots by the simple method of slitting the legs
with Buck's knife, bared his broken leg in the same manner, swallowed
again from the bottle, braced himself mentally and physically, gritted
his teeth, and went doggedly to work.
A man never knows just how much he can endure or what he can do until
he is making his last stand in the fight for self-preservation. Ward
had no mind to lie there and die of blood-poisoning, for instance, and
broken bones do not set themselves. So, sweating and swearing with the
agony of it, he set his leg and bound the splints in place, and thanked
the Lord it was a straight, clean break and that the flesh was not torn.
Then he dropped back upon the bed and didn't care whether he lived or
not.
Followed days of fever, through which Ward lived crazily and lost count
of the hours as they passed. Days when he needed good nursing, and did
not get so much as a drink of water, except through pain and effort.
Hours when he cursed Buck Olney and thought he had him bound to the
chair in the cabin. Hours when he watched for him, gun in hand,
through the window beside the bunk.
It was while he was staring glassy-eyed through the window that his
attention wandered to the big, white bowl of stewed prunes. They
looked good, with their shiny, succulent plumpness standing up like
little wrinkled islands in the small sea of brown juice. Ward reached
out with his left hand--he was gripping the gun in his right, ready for
Buck when he showed up--and picked a prune out of the dish. It was his
first morsel of food since the morning when he had tried to eat his
breakfast while Buck Olney stared at him with the furtive malevolence
of a trapped animal. That was three days ago. The prune tasted even
better than it looked. Ward picked out another and another.
He forgot his feverish hallucination that Buck Olney was waiting
outside there until he caught Ward off his guard. He lay back on his
pillow, his fingers relaxed upon the gun. He closed his eyes and lay
quiet. Perhaps he slept a little.
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