When he opened his eyes he was in the dark. The window was a
transparent black square sprinkled with stars. Ward watched them
awhile. He thought of Billy Louise; he would like to know how her
mother was getting along and how much longer they expected to stay in
Boise. He thought of the times she had kissed him--twice, and of her
own accord. She would not have done it, either time, if he had asked
her; he knew her well enough for that. She must be left free to obey
the impulses of that big, brave heart of hers. A girl with a smaller
soul and one less fine would have blushed and simpered and acted the
fool generally at the mere thought of kissing a man of her own accord.
Billy Louise had been tender as Christ Himself, and as sweet and pure.
Was there another girl like her in the world? Ward looked at the stars
and smiled. There was never such another, he told himself. And she
"liked him to pieces"; she had said so. Ward laughed a little in spite
of his throbbing leg. "Some other girl would have said, 'Ward, I
lo-ove you,'" he grinned. "Wilhemina is different."
He lay there looking up at the stars and thinking, thinking. Once his
lips moved. He was saying "Wilhemina-mine" softly to himself. His
eyes, shining in the starlight, were very tender. After a long while
he fell asleep, still thinking of her. A late moon came up and touched
his face and showed it thin and sunken-eyed, yet with the little smile
hidden behind his lips, for he was dreaming of Billy Louise.
Some time after daylight Ward woke and wanted a cigarette, which was a
sign that he was feeling a little more like himself. He was feverish
still, and the beating pain in his leg was maddening. But his brain
was clear of fever-fog. He smoked a little of the cigarette he made
from the supply on the shelf behind the bunk, and after that he looked
about him for something to eat.
He had made a final trip to Hardup two weeks before, and had brought
back supplies for the winter. And because his pay streak of
gravel-bank had yielded a fair harvest, he had not stinted himself on
the things he liked to eat. He lay looking over the piled boxes
against the farther wall, and wondered if he could reach the box of
crackers and drag it up beside the bunk. He was weak, and to move his
leg was agony. Well, there was the dish of prunes on the window-sill.
Ward ate a dozen or so--but he wanted the crackers. He leaned as far
as he could from the bed, and the box was still two feet from his
outstretched fingers. He lay and considered how he might bring the box
within reach.
At the head of the bunk stood the case of peaches and beneath that the
case of canned tomatoes, the two forming a stand for his lantern. He
eyed them thoughtfully, chewing a corner of his underlip. He did not
want peaches or tomatoes just then; he wanted those soda-crackers.
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