"I dunno. Seabeck, he told John they don't catch nobody yet. That
inspector, he come by long time ago. I guess he stopped with Seabeck.
He ain't come back yet. I dunno where he's gone. Seabeck, he didn't
say nothing to John about him, I guess. Maybe he went out the other
way."
"I--did you do what I told you, Phoebe, about--mommie's things?"
For once Phoebe did not answer garrulously. "Yes, I done it," she said
softly. "The boxes is in the shed when you want 'em."
"All right, Phoebe. Is the tea ready?"
While she sipped creamy tea from a solid-silver teaspoon which had been
a part of mommie's wedding-set, Billy Louise looked around the familiar
room for which she had hungered so in those deadly, monotonous weeks at
the hospital. The fire snapped in its stone recess, and the cheerful
warmth of it comforted her body and in a measure soothed her spirit.
She was chilled to the bones with facing that bitter east wind for
hours, and she had not seen a fireplace in all the time she had been
away.
But the place was empty, with no mommie fussing about, worrying over
little things, gently garrulous. If mommie had come back well, she
would have asked Phoebe about everything in the house and out of it.
There would have been a housewifely accounting going on at this minute.
Phoebe would be apologetic over those grimy windows, instead of merely
sympathetic over the sorrow in the house. Billy Louise wondered
wherein she lacked. For the life of her she could not feel that it
mattered whether the windows were clean or dirty; life was drab and
cheerless outside them, anyway.
Billy Louise in the last few months had tried to picture herself alone,
with mommie gone. Her imagination was too alive and saw too clearly
the possibilities for her never to have dwelt upon this very crisis in
her life. But whenever she had tried to think what it would be like,
she had always pictured Ward beside her, shielding her from dreary
details and lightening her burden with his whimsical gentleness. She
had felt sure that Ward would ride down every week for news of her, and
she had expected to find him there waiting for her, after that last
letter. Whatever could be the matter? Had he left the country?
Billy Louise's faith had compromised definitely with her doubts of him.
Guilty or innocent, she would be his friend always; that was the
condition her faith had laid down challengingly before her doubts. But
unless he were innocent and proved it to her, she would never marry
him, no matter how much she loved him. That was the concession her
faith had made to her doubts.
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