"I wish her little girl hadn't died," she said, her mind swinging from
effect back to cause. "I could play with her. And she'd wash the
dishes herself. I'm going to name my new little pig Minervy. I wish
she hadn't died. I'd show her my little pig, if Marthy'd let her come
over to our place. We could both ride on old Badger; Minervy could
ride behind me, and we'd go places together." Billy Louise
meditatively stirred up the baby trout with a forefinger. "We'd go up
the canyon and have the caves for our play-houses. Minervy could have
the secret cave away up the hill, and I'd have the other one across
from it; and we'd have flags and wigwag messages like daddy tells about
in the war. And we'd play the rabbits are Injuns, and the coyotes are
big-Injun-chiefs sneaking down to see if the forts are watching. And
whichever seen a coyote first would wigwag to the other one..." A baby
trout, taking advantage of the pail tipping in the current, gave a flip
over the edge and interrupted Billy Louise's fancies. She gave the
pail a tilt and spilled out the other two fish. Then she filled it as
full as she could carry and started back to pay the price of her
sympathy.
"I don't see what Minervy had to go and die for!" she complained,
dodging a low-hanging branch of bloom-laden lilac. "She could wash the
dishes and I'd wipe 'em--and I s'pose there ain't a clean dish-towel in
the house, either! Marthy's an awful slack housekeeper."
Billy Louise, being a young person with a conscience--of a sort--washed
the dishes, since she had given her word to do it. The dishpan was
even more unpleasant than experience had foretold for her; and of
Marthy's somewhat meager supply there seemed not one clean dish in the
house. The sympathy of Billy Louise therefore waned rapidly; rather,
it turned in upon itself. So that by the time she felt morally free to
spend the rest of the afternoon as she pleased, she was not at all
sorry for Marthy for having lost Minervy; instead, she was sorry for
herself for having been betrayed into rashness and for being deprived
of a playmate.
"I don't s'pose Marthy doctored her right, at all," she considered
pitilessly, as she returned down the lilac-bordered path. "If she had,
I guess she wouldn't have died. I'll bet she never gave her a speck of
sage tea, like mommie always does when I'm sick--only I ain't ever,
thank goodness. I'm just going to ask Jase if Marthy did."
On the way to the root cellar, which was dug into the creek-bank well
above high-water mark, Billy Louise debated within herself the ethics
of speaking to Jase upon a forbidden subject. Jase had been Minervy's
father, and therefore knew of her existence, so that mentioning Minervy
to him could not in any sense be betraying a secret. She wondered if
Jase felt badly about it, as Marthy seemed to do. On the heels of that
came the determination to test his emotional capacity.
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