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“And there, Brian, dear, is your answer,” said Auntie Sue, as Judy left
the room. “Any book has meaning only for those who have the peculiar
sympathy and understanding needed to interpret it. A book that means
nothing to one may be rich in meaning for another. Every writer writes
for his own peculiar readers, just as every individual has his own
peculiar friends.”
“Or enemies,” said Brian.
“Or enemies,” agreed Auntie Sue.
Brian went to the window, and stood for some time, looking out into the
night. Then turning, with a nervous gesture, he paced uneasily up
and down the room; while Auntie Sue watched him in silence with an
expression of loving concern on her dear old face.
At last, she spoke: “Why, Brian, what is the matter? What have I said?
I did not mean to upset you like this. Come, sit down here, and tell me
about it. What is it troubles you so?”
With a short laugh, Brian came and stood before her. “I suppose it had
to come sooner or later, Auntie Sue. I have been trying for days to
muster up courage enough to tell you about it. You have touched the one
biggest thing in my life.”
“Why, what do you mean, Brian?”
“I mean just what we have been talking about,--writing,” answered Brian.
“Oh!” she cried, with quick and delighted triumph. “Then I AM right. You
have been thinking about it, too.”
“Thinking about it!” he echoed, and in his voice she felt the nervous
intensity of his mood. “I have thought of nothing else. All day long
when I am at work, I am writing, writing, writing. It is the last thing
on my mind when I go to sleep. I dream about it all night. And, it is
the first thing I think about in the morning.”
Auntie Sue clasped her hands to her heart with an exclamation of joyous
interest.
Brian, with a quiet smile at her enthusiasm, went on: “I know exactly
what I want to say, and why I want to say it. There is a world of
people, Auntie Sue, whose lives have been broken and spoiled by one
thing or another, and who have more or less cut themselves loose from
everything, and are just drifting, they don't care a hang where, because
they think they have failed so completely that there is nothing more
in life for them. People like me,--I don't mean thieves and criminals
necessarily,--who have had that which they know to be the best and
biggest and truest part of themselves tortured and warped and twisted
and denied and smashed and beaten and betrayed and killed; and who,
because they feel that their real selves are dead within them, don't
care what happens to that part which is left.”
He was walking the floor again now, and speaking with a depth of feeling
which he had never before revealed to his gentle companion.
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