"Sit down," she commanded calmly; and when he obeyed: "From day to day,
since I began coming out here, John, I've been trying to rediscover the
man whom I met just once, one evening over a year ago, at Cousin Adda's
house in Guthrieville: I can't find him--he's gone."
"_Corona!_" he said. "Then you recognized me?"
"Not at first. But after a while little things began to come back; and
what you told me--about Miss Richlander, you know, and the hint you gave
me of your trouble--did the rest."
"Then you knew--or you thought--I was a criminal?"
She nodded, and her gaze was resting upon the near-by gravel heaps.
"Cousin Adda wrote me. But that made no difference. I didn't know
whether you had done the things they said you had, or not. What I did
know was that you had broken your shackles in some way and were trying
to get free. You were, weren't you?"
"I suppose so; in some blind fashion. But it is you who have set me
free, Corona. It began that night in Guthrieville when I stole one of
your gloves; it wasn't anything you said; it was what you so evidently
believed and lived. And out here: I was simply a raw savage when you
first saw me. I had tumbled headlong into the abyss of the new and the
elemental, and if I am trying to scramble out now on the side of honor
and clean manhood, it is chiefly because you have shown me the way."
"When did I ever, John?"--with an up-glance of the gray eyes that was
almost wistful.
"Always; and with a wisdom that makes me almost afraid of you. For
example, there was the night when I was fairly on the edge of letting
Jibbey stay in the mine and go mad if he wanted to: you lashed me with
the one word that made me save his life instead of taking it. How did
you know that was the one word to say?"
"How do we know anything?" she inquired softly. "The moment brings its
own inspiration. It broke my heart to see what you could be, and to
think that you might not be it, after all. But I came out here this
morning to talk about something else. What are you going to do when you
are able to leave Sunrise Gulch?"
"The one straightforward thing there is for me to do. I shall go back
to Lawrenceville and take my medicine."
"And after that?"
"That is for you to say, Corona. Would you marry a convict?"
"You are not guilty."
"That is neither here nor there. They will probably send me to prison,
just the same, and the stigma will be mine to wear for the remainder of
my life. I can wear it now, thank God! But to pass it on to you--and to
your children, Corona ... if I could get my own consent to that, you
couldn't get yours."
"Yes, I could, John; I got it the first time Colonel-daddy brought me
out here and let me see you. You were out of your head, and you thought
you were talking to Billy Starbuck--in the automobile on the night when
you were going with him to the fight at the dam. It made me go down on
my two knees, John, and kiss your poor, hot hands."
He slipped his one good arm around her and drew her close.
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