"Now I can go back like a man and fight it through to the end," he
exulted soberly. "Jibbey will take me; I know he is wearing himself out
trying to make me believe that he can wait, and that Verda understands,
though he won't admit it. And when it is all over, when they have done
their worst to me----"
With a quick little twist she broke away from the encircling arm.
"John, dear," she said, and her voice was trembling between a laugh and
a sob, "I'm the wickedest, _wickedest_ woman that ever lived and
breathed--and the happiest! I knew what you would do, but I couldn't
resist the temptation to make you say it. Listen: this morning
Colonel-daddy got a night-letter from Billy Starbuck. You have been
wondering why Billy never came out here to see you--it was because he
and Mr. Stillings have been in Lawrenceville, trying to clear you. They
are there now, and the wire says that Watrous Dunham has been arrested
and that he has broken down and confessed. You are a free man, John;
you----"
The grass-cropping pony had widened its circle by a full yard, and the
westward-pointing shadows of the firs were growing shorter and more
clearly defined as the August sun swung higher over the summits of the
eastern Timanyonis. For the two on the house bench, time, having all its
interspaces filled with beatific silences, had no measure that was worth
recording. In one of the more coherent intervals it was the man who
said:
"Some things in this world are very wonderful, Corona. We call them
happenings, and try to account for them as we may by the laws of chance.
Was it chance that threw us together at your cousin's house in
Guthrieville a year ago last June?"
She laughed happily. "I suppose it was--though I'd like to be romantic
enough to believe that it wasn't."
"Debritt would say that it was the Absolute Ego," he said, half
musingly.
"And who is Mr. Debritt?"
"He is the man I dined with on my last evening in Lawrenceville. He had
been joking me about my various little smugnesses--good job, good
clothes, easy life, and all that, and he wound up by warning me to watch
out for the Absolute Ego."
"What is the Absolute Ego?" she asked dutifully.
John Montague Smith, with his curling yellow beard three weeks
untrimmed, with his clothes dressing the part of a neglected camper, and
with a steel-jacketed bullet trying to encyst itself under his right
shoulder-blade, grinned exultantly.
"Debritt didn't know, himself; but I know now: it's the primitive
man-soul; the 'I' that is able to refuse to be bound down and tied by
environment or habit or petty conventions, or any of the things we
misname 'limitations.' It's asleep in most of us; it was asleep in me.
You made it sit up and rub its eyes for a minute or two that evening in
Guthrieville, but it dozed off again, and there had to be an earthquake
at the last to shake it alive. Do you know the first thing it did when
it took hold and began to drive?"
"No."
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