Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
I hastily arranged my sadly crumpled Red Cross uniform, and two soldiers
with fixed bayonets stationed themselves on either side of me. The
A.D.C. led the way down endless stairs and lengthy corridors. At last we
halted before a half-open door, and, as I stood there, I smelt the
delicate fragrance of roses. Surely no roses grew in this terrible
prison soil? But the perfume was unmistakable, and I was not left long
to wonder from whence it proceeded.
I was ushered into a large, well-furnished reception room, formerly
occupied by some Minister under the Empire, and on a table stood an
enormous basket of blood-red roses. On another table was a basket of
scarlet carnations, the warm air was heavy with the mingled odours of
roses and clove pinks. So the Ministers of the Revolution were able to
indulge their taste for roses in March, whilst the Sons of Freedom
clamoured in the snow for bread!
The door at the extreme end of the room was ajar; presently it opened,
and Kerensky came in. He glanced at me, walked to the writing-table,
where he seated himself, and indicated a place for me.
KERENSKY: “Well, what do you want. You asked to see me?”
MYSELF: “I want to ask you why I am under arrest. I have never meddled
in politics, they are the last things that interest me. I can’t regard
myself as a political prisoner.”
KERENSKY (taking a roll of paper off the desk, and perusing it):
“Listen.... Firstly, you are accused of staying voluntarily with Their
Majesties when you had no official position at Court. Can you deny
this?”
MYSELF: “Certainly not, I have no wish to do so. I stayed with Their
Majesties, as I could not possibly desert them at such a moment. I love
the Imperial Family as individuals. Surely this cannot constitute a
crime in your eyes.”
KERENSKY: “Well ... let it pass.... What is this close friendship
between you and the Empress?”
MYSELF: “I am honoured with the friendship of the Empress. She knows my
husband, she has been so good to us that we cannot be devoted enough to
her.”
KERENSKY (impatiently): “Enough of the Empress. What do you want?”
MYSELF: “What I ask is _not_ freedom, but imprisonment in my own house.
My child is ill. I want to be with him.”
KERENSKY (laughing satirically): “You didn’t consider your child when
you left him alone in Petrograd in order to remain with your beloved
Empress.”
MYSELF (angrily): “I know best _why_ I left him. You call yourself a
patriot ... I suppose you put the love of your country before family
ties? I love the Imperial Family, they come before my family ties.
You’ve taken me away from _them_--I haven’t gone willingly. Why deprive
me of my child?”
KERENSKY (with sinister emphasis): “Listen, Madame Dehn, _you know too
much_. You have been constantly with the Empress since the beginning of
the Revolution. You can, if you choose, throw quite another light on
certain happenings which we have represented in a different aspect.
You’re DANGEROUS.”
A long silence.
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