Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
“Why have you done this, Baby?” asked the Empress. “Oh,” answered the
child, “it’s only light for me, Mama, when you are here. It’s always
quite dark when you have gone.”
He loved his father, and the Emperor’s great wish in the “happy days”
was to undertake his son’s education himself: this, for many reasons,
was impossible, and Mr. Gibbs and M. Gilliard were his first tutors.
Later, under very different conditions, the Emperor was enabled to carry
out his wish. In the gloomy house at Tobolsk, he taught the Tsarevitch,
and in the squalor and misery of Ekaterinburg the lessons still
continued; but perhaps the greatest lesson learnt by the Tsarevitch and
the other members of the unfortunate family was that of Faith: for faith
sustained them, and strengthened them at a time when riches and friends
had fled and they found themselves betrayed by the very country which
had been all in all to them.
The Tsarevitch had various playmates--all sorts and conditions of boys
shared his games: there were the two sons of his sailor-servant, two
peasant boys with whom he was on friendly and affectionate terms, and my
“Titi,” who ran about with him, upsetting everything, and thoroughly
enjoying himself. The Heir to the Throne was as courteous as his
sisters. One day the Empress and I were sitting in the mauve boudoir,
when we heard the excited voices of the Tsarevitch and Titi in the next
room.
“I believe they’re quarrelling,” said the Empress, and she went to the
door and listened to what the children were saying. Then she turned to
me laughing. “Why they’re not quarrelling, Lili. Alexis is insisting
that Titi shall come into the mauve room first, and the good Titi won’t
hear of it!”
If the Tsarevitch had any peculiarities, I think the most striking was a
decided penchant for hoarding. Many descendants of the Coburgs have been
unusually thrifty, and perhaps the Tsarevitch inherited this trait.
While thrifty he was really a most generous child, although he hoarded
his things to such an extent that the Emperor often teased him
unmercifully. During the sugar shortage he saved his allowance of sugar,
which he gravely distributed among his friends. He was fond of animals,
and his spaniel, “Joy,” has happily found a home in England: his chief
pet at Tsarkoe was an ugly sandy and white kitten, which he once brought
from G.H.Q. This kitten he christened Zoubrovka, and bestowed a collar
and a bell on it as a signal mark of affection. “Zoubrovka” was no
respecter of palaces, and he used to wage war with the Grand Duchess
Tatiana’s bulldog “Artipo,” and light-heartedly overthrow all the family
photographs in the Tsaritsa’s boudoir. But “Zoubrovka” was a privileged
kitten, and I have often wondered what became of him when the Imperial
Family were taken to Tobolsk.
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