United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“O, don't go, Miss Rachel; do go and leave me all alone. Stay any
way till I'm fixed somehow comfortable.”
“I half believe the booby will have hysterics,” thought Rachel,
with curling lip. “Is this the man they praised so for his heroism?
Does all his manhood depend upon his health? Now he hasn't the
spirit of a sick kitten.” Dreading a scene, however, she took
her seat at the head of the cot, and gave some directions for its
arrangement.
Jake's symptoms grew worse rapidly, for he bent all his crafty
energies to that end. Refuge in the hospital from the unpleasant
contingencies attending duty in the field was a good thing, and
it became superexcellent when his condition made him the object of
the care and sympathy of so fine a young lady as Miss Rachel Bond.
This he felt was something like compensation for all that he had
endured for the country, and he would get as much of it as possible.
His mind busied itself in recalling and imitating the signs of
suffering he had seen in others.
He breathed stretorously, groaned and sighed immoderately, and even
had little fits of well-feigned delirium, in which he babbled of
home and friends and the war, and such other things as had come
within the limited scope of his mental horizon.
“Don't leave me, Miss Rachel--don't leave me,” he said, in one
of these simulated paroxysms, clutching at the same time, with a
movement singularly well directed for a delirious man, one of her
delicate hands in his great, coarse, and not-over-clean fingers.
Had it been the hand of a dying man, or of one in a raging fever,
that imprisoned hers, Rachel would not have felt the repulsion
that she did at a touch which betrayed to her only too well that
the toucher's illness was counterfeited. She could hardly restrain
the impulse to dash away the loathsome hand, as she would a toad
that had fallen upon her, but she swiftly remembered, as she had
in hundreds of other instances since she had been in the hospital,
that she was no longer in her own parlor, but in a public place,
with scores of eyes noting every movement, and that such an act
of just disdain would probably be misunderstood, and possibly be
ruinous to a belief in her genuine sympathy with the misfortunes
of the sick which she had labored so heroically to build up.
She strove to release her fingers quietly, but at this Alspaugh's
paroxysm became intense. He clung the tighter to her, and kneaded
her fingers in a way that was almost maddening. Never in all her
life had a man presumed to take such a familiarity with her. But
her woman's wit did not desert her. With her disengaged hand she
felt for and took out a large pin that fastened a bit of lace to
her throat, with the desperate intent to give her tormentor a sly
stab that would change the current of his thoughts.
But at the moment of carrying this into effect something caused
her to look up, and she saw Dr. Denslow standing before her, with
an amused look in his kindly, hazel eyes.
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