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“Oh, yes,” he assented; “jolly place, Aix. But I lost a pot of money
there. I'm a rotten hand at cards. Can't win, and can't leave 'em
alone.” As though for this weakness, so frankly confessed, he begged me
to excuse him, he smiled appealingly. “Poker, bridge, chemin de fer,
I like 'em all,” he rattled on, “but they don't like me. So I stick to
solitaire. It's dull, but cheap.” He shuffled the cards clumsily. As
though making conversation, he asked: “You care for cards yourself?”
I told him truthfully I did not know the difference between a club and a
spade and had no curiosity to learn. At this, when he found he had been
wasting time on me, I expected him to show some sign of annoyance, even
of irritation, but his disappointment struck far deeper. As though I had
hurt him physically, he shut his eyes, and when again he opened them
I saw in them distress. For the moment I believe of my presence he
was utterly unconscious. His hands lay idle upon the table; like a man
facing a crisis, he stared before him. Quite improperly, I felt sorry
for him. In me he thought he had found a victim; and that the loss of
the few dollars he might have won should so deeply disturb him showed
his need was great. Almost at once he abandoned me and I went on deck.
When I returned an hour later to the smoking-room he was deep in a game
of poker.
As I passed he hailed me gayly.
“Don't scold, now,” he laughed; “you know I can't keep away from it.”
From his manner those at the table might have supposed we were friends
of long and happy companionship. I stopped behind his chair, but he
thought I had passed, and in reply to one of the players answered:
“Known him for years; he's set me right many a time. When I broke my
right femur 'chasin,' he got me back in the saddle in six weeks. All my
people swear by him.”
One of the players smiled up at me, and Talbot turned. But his eyes met
mine with perfect serenity. He even held up his cards for me to see.
“What would you draw?” he asked.
His audacity so astonished me that in silence I could only stare at him
and walk on.
When on deck he met me he was not even apologetic. Instead, as though we
were partners in crime, he chuckled delightedly.
“Sorry,” he said. “Had to do it. They weren't very keen at my taking a
hand, so I had to use your name. But I'm all right now,” he assured me.
“They think you vouched for me, and to-night they're going to raise the
limit. I've convinced them I'm an easy mark.”
“And I take it you are not,” I said stiffly.
He considered this unworthy of an answer and only smiled. Then the smile
died, and again in his eyes I saw distress, infinite weariness, and
fear.
As though his thoughts drove him to seek protection, he came closer.
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