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“I'm 'in bad,' doctor,” he said. His voice was frightened, bewildered,
like that of a child. “I can't sleep; nerves all on the loose. I don't
think straight. I hear voices, and no one around. I hear knockings at
the door, and when I open it, no one there. If I don't keep fit I can't
work, and this trip I got to make expenses. You couldn't help me, could
you--couldn't give me something to keep my head straight?”
The need of my keeping his head straight that he might the easier rob
our fellow-passengers raised a pretty question of ethics. I meanly
dodged it. I told him professional etiquette required I should leave him
to the ship's surgeon.
“But I don't know HIM,” he protested.
Mindful of the use he had made of my name, I objected strenuously:
“Well, you certainly don't know me.”
My resentment obviously puzzled him.
“I know who you ARE,” he returned. “You and I--” With a deprecatory
gesture, as though good taste forbade him saying who we were, he
stopped. “But the ship's surgeon!” he protested, “he's an awful bounder!
Besides,” he added quite simply, “he's watching me.”
“As a doctor,” I asked, “or watching you play cards?”
“Play cards,” the young man answered. “I'm afraid he was ship's surgeon
on the P. & O. I came home on. There was trouble that voyage, and I
fancy he remembers me.”
His confidences were becoming a nuisance.
“But you mustn't tell me that,” I protested. “I can't have you making
trouble on this ship, too. How do you know I won't go straight from here
to the captain?”
As though the suggestion greatly entertained him, he laughed.
He made a mock obeisance.
“I claim the seal of your profession,” he said. “Nonsense,” I retorted.
“It's a professional secret that your nerves are out of hand, but that
you are a card-sharp is NOT. Don't mix me up with a priest.”
For a moment Talbot, as though fearing he had gone too far, looked at me
sharply; he bit his lower lip and frowned.
“I got to make expenses,” he muttered. “And, besides, all card games
are games of chance, and a card-sharp is one of the chances. Anyway,” he
repeated, as though disposing of all argument, “I got to make expenses.”
After dinner, when I came to the smoking-room, the poker party sat
waiting, and one of them asked if I knew where they could find “my
friend.” I should have said then that Talbot was a steamer acquaintance
only; but I hate a row, and I let the chance pass.
“We want to give him his revenge,” one of them volunteered.
“He's losing, then?” I asked.
The man chuckled complacently.
“The only loser,” he said.
“I wouldn't worry,” I advised. “He'll come for his revenge.”
That night after I had turned in he knocked at my door. I switched on
the lights and saw him standing at the foot of my berth. I saw also that
with difficulty he was holding himself in hand.
“I'm scared,” he stammered, “scared!”
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