Saint Petersburg (Russia) -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921; Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921
Eyes and ears hungrily drinking in strange sights and sounds, and
thoughts darting back and forth from the land of Tolstoy, Turgenieff,
and Dostoievsky to the Russia of Ivan’s dreaming, I almost forgot that
I had a destination, and a rapidly increasing appetite.
Suddenly one of the three women who had taken me under their wings
touched me on the shoulder and motioned me to follow. She left her
friends, and together we walked blocks and blocks, while she searched
silently for street numbers, and I tried to look the gratitude I could
not speak. Finally she stopped, smiling happily, and pointed to a sign
that read “64.” Then, with a cheery, friendly “Dosvidanya!” (Goodbye!),
she left me.
I knocked on the first door. The _dvornik_ shook his head. Then I tried
the second. I battered at a dozen before I realized that in Russia
the entire building has the same number. At last, up five flights of
stairs, I found a gleam of recognition in the eyes of the servant. She
made it clear by means of the sign language that there was no one at
home. But at sight of my crest-fallen face she invited me in, and for
half an hour tried vainly to reach my friend by telephone. She wept
with exasperation at her inability to help me, and to make herself
understood.
It was half-past three when I found myself again on the tree-bordered
canal. I was still without breakfast or luncheon, and heaven and the
Russians only knew what had become of the Hotel Europe. Both seemed to
be involved in a conspiracy of silence on the subject.
I wandered up the canal, stopping every likely and unlikely person to
ask if they spoke English. Always I got the same headshake and the same
kindly “Nyet, nyet, barishna!”
I came out upon a huge square, crowded with ambulances and
field-wagons, automobiles, and trucks, filled with crippled soldiers
and sailors, men from the ranks who had already paid the heavy toll of
war,--armless men and legless men, and men with eyes to which sight
would never come back,--all were pleading with their able-bodied
brothers to fight to a victorious conclusion.
It was a war demonstration, a pitiful, futile attempt of the broken
men to rally their brothers to a standard they were rapidly deserting.
For the first time, my eyes were seeing what war does to human flesh.
I stood there, watching the faces of these men, listening to the
unintelligible torrent of eloquence that poured from their lips, and
thought sorrowfully of another country half way across the world making
ready for this.
Finally I recalled my quest. Surely in all that vast throng there
must be some one who spoke English. I walked in and out, trying one
and another; meeting always with that same bewildered headshake, and
that same sympathetic glance of true regret which every Russian, be he
prince or peasant, gives you when he is unable to do the thing you ask.
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