Saint Petersburg (Russia) -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921; Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921
There were stenographers and dressmakers among them, servants and
factory hands, university students and peasants, and a few who in
the days before the war had been merely parasites. Several were Red
Cross nurses, and one, the oldest member of the regiment, a woman of
forty-eight whose closely cropped hair was turning gray, had exchanged
a lucrative medical practice for a soldier’s uniform.
Many had joined the regiment because they sincerely believed that the
honor and even the existence of Russia were at stake, and nothing but
a great human sacrifice could save her. Some, like Bachkarova, in
the days of the Siberian village had simply come to the point where
anything was better than the dreary drudgery and the drearier waiting
of life as they lived it.
Personal sorrow had driven some of them out of their homes and on to
the battle-line. One girl, a Japanese, said tragically, when I asked
her reason for joining: “My reasons are so many that I would rather not
tell them.”
There was a Cossack girl from the Ural Mountains, fifteen years old,
with soft, brown, questioning eyes, and deep, rich color tinting her
dark cheeks. Her father and two brothers had been killed early in the
war. Soon after, her mother, who was a nurse, had died from the effects
of a German bomb thrown upon the hospital where she was working. The
girl was absolutely alone in the world.
“What else is left for me?” she asked, with a pathetic droop to her
strong young shoulders.
Two girls, Red Cross nurses, who had already been decorated four or
five times for service to their country, said they had seen too many
brave men suffer and die for Russia to be willing to see her sacrificed
now on the Kaiser’s altar.
There was a lonesome little girl, named Leana, whose big brown eyes,
wide and questioning, will always come back to me when I think of
women and war. She was a Pole, and had fled from Warsaw before the
advancing Germans. She was sixteen years old, and far more hungry for
love than for killing. She had the ways of a child, and, though we
had no common language but that of the heart, we became fast friends.
She used to slip her arm around me, and we would walk up and down the
barracks, never speaking, but understanding quite as well as if we had
many words. Sometimes, when I looked at her and realized that all her
potentialities would be wasted out there on the battlefield, my eyes
filled with tears.
They had come for many reasons, these women soldiers, but all of them
were walking out to meet death with grim confidence that it awaited
them there in the dark forests a few miles distant.
If there seemed to be any fear of them forgetting it,--if girlish
spirits ran too high in the barracks,--Bachkarova quickly recalled it.
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