Saint Petersburg (Russia) -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921; Soviet Union -- History -- Revolution, 1917-1921
“For a woman, no. For a soldier, yes,” she answered.
It was a key-note. Nina spoke for the Battalion. Soldiers and women
were, for them, things apart. When they cut off their long braids and
soft curls, and pledged themselves to fight and die for their country,
they put aside all the superficial femininities.
Powder-puffs and cosmetics had remained at home. Just once I saw a tiny
mirror emerge from a kit-bag long enough to permit its owner to examine
critically a small red spot on the end of her nose.
But the essential womanliness in them cropped out in a thousand ways.
Day and night the rain pounded upon the low roof, and all that week
our feet and boots were soaked beyond all drying. It was bitterly cold
in the barracks, and the odors of cheese and sausage purchased at the
soldiers’ store mingled with the smell of wet clothes and greased
boots.
Marya Skridlova acquired a severe cough, and her cheeks were flushed
with fever.
“I am afraid I will never make a soldier,” she said one day, with a wry
little smile; “I am too demoiselle.”
I recalled the first time I saw her. It was in the barracks at
Petrograd, the day she joined the regiment. She still wore her Red
Cross nurse’s uniform, and the lovely oval of her face was framed
with braids of soft brown hair. She was twenty-five years old, spoke
five languages, was pretty, accomplished, and popular. Apparently she
had everything to live for, but she was quite certain that her hours
on earth were numbered, and briefly. Every girl in the barracks was
devoted to her, and they were continually coaxing her to eat just
another spoonful of the soup and _kasha_, which she loathed.
“Why did you come?” I asked her.
“Because I felt I had to,” she answered. “What else is there for us to
do? The soul of the army is sick, and we must heal it. I have come, and
I shall stay until they give me a cross--a metal one or a wooden one,”
she added.
Every night Bachkarova announced that to-morrow they would leave for
the trenches, and every night the announcement brought a cheer. In the
morning they packed their kit-bags and rolled up their blanket-coats;
at night they were still in the same place.
Always there was something lacking. First it was the boots. The army
shoemaker was not used to providing for such small feet, and the
commissariat was sorely taxed. When the boots arrived, the medical
supplies were missing. When the big metal soup kitchen on wheels had
come, there were no horses to pull it. A week went by, but gradually
the entire camp equipment was collected.
Late one Sunday afternoon Bachkarova and Skridlova were summoned to
staff headquarters. When they returned, they brought the news for which
every girl in the barracks was longing. The Battalion was ordered to
march at three o’clock next morning.
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