"Am I at this moment aware of anything except my sadness and your despair?" "You love him, you love him! What is he, who is he, that you should love him?" His surprise made him stupid; he was in an abyss of astonishment. But what she had said separated them. He dared not complain. He only repeated: "You love him, you love him! But what has he done to you, what has he said, to make you love him? I know you. I have not told you every time your ideas shocked me. I would wager he is not even a man in society. And you believe he loves you? You believe it? Well, you are deceiving yourself. He does not love you. You flatter him, simply. He will quit you at the first opportunity. When he shall have compromised you, he will abandon you. Next year people will say of you: 'She is not at all exclusive.' I am sorry for your father; he is one of my friends, and will know of your behavior. You can not expect to deceive him." She listened, humiliated but consoled, thinking how she would have suffered had she found him generous. In his simplicity he sincerely disdained her. This disdain relieved him. "How did the thing happen? You can tell me." She shrugged her shoulders with so much pity that he dared not continue. He became contemptuous again. "Do you imagine that I shall aid you in saving appearances, that I shall return to your house, that I shall continue to call on your husband?" "I think you will continue to do what a gentleman should. I ask nothing of you. I should have liked to preserve of you the reminiscence of an excellent friend. I thought you might be indulgent and kind to, me, but it is not possible. I see that lovers never separate kindly. Later, you will judge me better. Farewell!" He looked at her. Now his face expressed more pain than anger. She never had seen his eyes so dry and so black. It seemed as if he had grown old in an hour. "I prefer to tell you in advance. It will be impossible for me to see you again. You are not a woman whom one may meet after one has been loved by her. You are not like others. You have a poison of your own, which you have given to me, and which I feel in me, in my veins. Why have I known you?" She looked at him kindly. "Farewell! Say to yourself that I am not worthy of being regretted so much." Then, when he saw that she placed her hand on the latch of the door, when he felt at that gesture that he was to lose her, that he should never have her again, he shouted. He forgot everything. There remained in him only the dazed feeling of a great misfortune accomplished, of an irreparable calamity. And from the depth of his stupor a desire ascended. He desired to possess again the woman who was leaving him and who would never return. He drew her to him. He desired her, with all the strength of his animal nature. She resisted with all the force of her will, which was free and on the alert. She disengaged herself, crumpled, torn, without even having been afraid.