Great Britain -- History -- Barons' War, 1263-1267 -- Fiction
“Madame,” she said, “hard words do not bring us into Heaven. I have
never been what you would have me pretend to be. And the woman,
Marpasse, stood by me, and was my friend. She has a good heart, and for
me, that covers a multitude of sins.”
Ursula, cold fool, was instantly affronted.
“What!” and she seemed to smack her lips with unction, “you, who have
worn the scarlet, speak thus insolently to me! It is plain that you have
no sense of shame. Hard words indeed are what you need, young woman, the
bread of bitterness and the waters of affliction. Pity for your soul
moves me to speak the truth.”
The flush had faded from Denise’s face. She lay there very pale and
still, as though suffering Ursula’s harsh words to pass over her like
the wind.
“How is it, madame,” she said at last, “that you believe so much that is
bad of me?”
Ursula had her answer ready, the answer such a woman was destined to
produce.
“Earl Simon’s knight warned me, as was but right and honest.”
“Aymery!”
“Sir Aymery, would be more fitting. It was he who besought me to take
you in, knowing your misery, and the madness that sin must create in the
mind. Pray to God that he may be blessed for snatching you from the
devil, and for bringing you here, where, Heaven being willing, we will
humble and chasten you.”
Denise lay there as though Ursula had taken Marpasse’s knife and
stricken her, this time to the heart. She had nothing to say to the
Prioress. The woman’s hard morality had broken and bruised her re-born
pride and hope.
Ursula rose, and stood beside the bed.
“Let the knowledge of sin and of humiliation sink into your heart,” she
said.
And never did woman speak truer or more brutal words.
When Ursula had gone, Denise lay in a kind of stupor, mute, wondering,
like one who has been wounded and knows not why. All her dreams were in
the dust. Ursula, the iconoclast, had broken the frail images of
tenderness, mystery, and compassion. Aymery had said this of her? Denise
had no strength for the moment to believe it otherwise.
And so she lay there, humiliated indeed, very lonely, and without hope.
There was no bitterness in her at first, for the shock that had
destroyed her vision of a new world, had left her weak and weary. She
thought of Aymery with pitiful yearning and wounded wonder, and with the
wish that he had suffered her to die. Marpasse alone might have
comforted Denise in that hour of her defeat.
CHAPTER XXXIV
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