Americans -- France -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; France -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Of course they never came, you poor thing! I wonder how long it
took you to find out that they never would?” Anna had more than once
apostrophized her, with a derision addressed rather to herself than to
the dead; but it was only after Effie’s birth that it occurred to her to
study more closely the face in the picture, and speculate on the kind of
visitors that Owen’s mother might have hoped for.
“She certainly doesn’t look as if they would have been the same kind as
mine: but there’s no telling, from a portrait that was so obviously done
‘to please the family’, and that leaves Owen so unaccounted for. Well,
they never came, the visitors; they never came; and she died of it. She
died of it long before they buried her: I’m certain of that. Those are
stone-dead eyes in the picture...The loneliness must have been awful, if
even Owen couldn’t keep her from dying of it. And to feel it so she must
have HAD feelings--real live ones, the kind that twitch and tug. And all
she had to look at all her life was a gilt console--yes, that’s it, a
gilt console screwed to the wall! That’s exactly and absolutely what he
is!”
She did not mean, if she could help it, that either Effie or Owen should
know that loneliness, or let her know it again. They were three, now, to
keep each other warm, and she embraced both children in the same passion
of motherhood, as though one were not enough to shield her from her
predecessor’s fate.
Sometimes she fancied that Owen Leath’s response was warmer than that
of her own child. But then Effie was still hardly more than a baby,
and Owen, from the first, had been almost “old enough to understand”:
certainly DID understand now, in a tacit way that yet perpetually spoke
to her. This sense of his understanding was the deepest element in their
feeling for each other. There were so many things between them that were
never spoken of, or even indirectly alluded to, yet that, even in their
occasional discussions and differences, formed the unadduced arguments
making for final agreement...
Musing on this, she continued to watch his approach; and her heart began
to beat a little faster at the thought of what she had to say to him.
But when he reached the gate she saw him pause, and after a moment he
turned aside as if to gain a cross-road through the park.
She started up and waved her sunshade, but he did not see her. No doubt
he meant to go back with the gamekeeper, perhaps to the kennels, to see
a retriever who had hurt his leg. Suddenly she was seized by the whim
to overtake him. She threw down the parasol, thrust her letter into her
bodice, and catching up her skirts began to run.
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