Americans -- France -- Fiction; Domestic fiction; France -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
They walked on across the fields to the tow-path. In a curve of the wall
some steps led up to a crumbling pavilion with openings choked with ivy.
Anna and Darrow seated themselves on the bench projecting from the inner
wall of the pavilion and looked across the river at the slopes divided
into blocks of green and fawn-colour, and at the chalk-tinted village
lifting its squat church-tower and grey roofs against the precisely
drawn lines of the landscape. Anna sat silent, so intensely aware of
Darrow’s nearness that there was no surprise in the touch he laid on her
hand. They looked at each other, and he smiled and said: “There are to
be no more obstacles now.”
“Obstacles?” The word startled her. “What obstacles?”
“Don’t you remember the wording of the telegram that turned me back
last May? ‘Unforeseen obstacle’: that was it. What was the earth-shaking
problem, by the way? Finding a governess for Effie, wasn’t it?”
“But I gave you my reason: the reason why it was an obstacle. I wrote
you fully about it.”
“Yes, I know you did.” He lifted her hand and kissed it. “How far off it
all seems, and how little it all matters today!”
She looked at him quickly. “Do you feel that? I suppose I’m different. I
want to draw all those wasted months into today--to make them a part of
it.”
“But they are, to me. You reach back and take everything--back to the
first days of all.”
She frowned a little, as if struggling with an inarticulate perplexity.
“It’s curious how, in those first days, too, something that I didn’t
understand came between us.”
“Oh, in those days we neither of us understood, did we? It’s part of
what’s called the bliss of being young.”
“Yes, I thought that, too: thought it, I mean, in looking back. But it
couldn’t, even then, have been as true of you as of me; and now----”
“Now,” he said, “the only thing that matters is that we’re sitting here
together.”
He dismissed the rest with a lightness that might have seemed conclusive
evidence of her power over him. But she took no pride in such triumphs.
It seemed to her that she wanted his allegiance and his adoration not so
much for herself as for their mutual love, and that in treating lightly
any past phase of their relation he took something from its present
beauty. The colour rose to her face.
“Between you and me everything matters.”
“Of course!” She felt the unperceiving sweetness of his smile. “That’s
why,” he went on, “‘everything,’ for me, is here and now: on this bench,
between you and me.”
She caught at the phrase. “That’s what I meant: it’s here and now; we
can’t get away from it.”
“Get away from it? Do you want to? AGAIN?”
Her heart was beating unsteadily. Something in her, fitfully and with
reluctance, struggled to free itself, but the warmth of his nearness
penetrated every sense as the sunlight steeped the landscape. Then,
suddenly, she felt that she wanted no less than the whole of her
happiness.
“‘Again’? But wasn’t it YOU, the last time----?”
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