_She_: “You would have parted from me without a syllable to suggest
it—perhaps parted from me forever?” After a pause of silent humiliation
for him: “Do you call that brave or generous? Do you call it
manly—supposing, as you hoped, that _I_ had any such feeling?”
_He_: “No; it was cowardly, it was mean, it was unmanly. I see it now,
but I will spend my life in repairing the wrong, if you will only let
me.” He impetuously advances some paces toward her, and then stops,
arrested by her irresponsive attitude.
_She_, with a light sigh, and looking down at the paper, which she has
continued to hold between her hands: “There was a time—a moment—when I
might have answered as you wish.”
_He_: “Oh! then there will be again. If you have changed once, you may
change once more. Let me hope that some time—any time, dearest”—
_She_, quenching him with a look: “Mr. Ransom, I shall _never_ change
toward you! You confess that you had your opportunity, and that you
despised it.”
_He_: “Oh! _not_ despised it!”
_She_: “Neglected it.”
_He_: “Not wilfully—no. I confess that I was stupidly, vilely,
pusillan—pusillan—illani”—
_She_: “’Monsly”—
_He_: “Thanks—’mously unworthy of it; but I didn’t despise it; I didn’t
neglect it; and if you will only let me show by a lifetime of devotion
how dearly and truly I have loved you from the first moment I drove that
cow away”—
_She_: “Mr. Ransom, I have told you that I should never change toward
you. That cow was nothing when weighed in the balance against your being
willing to leave a poor girl, whom you supposed interested in you, and to
whom you had paid the most marked attention, without a word to show her
that you cared for her. What is a cow, or a whole herd of cows, as
compared with obliging a young lady to offer you money that you hadn’t
earned, and then savagely flinging it back in her face? A yoke of oxen
would be nothing—or a mad bull.”
_He_: “Oh, I acknowledge it! I confess it.”
_She_: “And you own that I am right in refusing to listen to you now?”
_He_, desolately: “Yes, yes.”
_She_: “It seems that you gave me lessons in order to be with me, and if
possible to interest me in you; and then you were going away without a
word.”
_He_, with a groan: “It was only because I was afraid to speak.”
_She_: “Oh, is _that_ any excuse?”
_He_: “No; none.”
_She_: “A man ought always to have courage.” After a pause, in which he
stands before her with bowed head: “Then there’s nothing for me but to
give you this money.”
_He_, with sudden energy: “This is too much! I”—
_She_, offering him the bank-notes: “No; it is the exact sum. I counted
it very carefully.”
_He_: “I won’t take it; I can’t! I’ll never take it!”
_She_, standing with the money in her outstretched hand: “I have your
word as a gentleman that you will take it.”
_He_, gasping: “Oh, well—I will take it—I will”—He clutches the money,
and rushes toward the door. “Good-evening; ah—good-by”—
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