Social problems; United States -- Social conditions -- 1865-1918
But, on the other hand, perhaps his discovery of his insignificance
does not discourage him, but only serves to rouse him to greater
efforts. His close inspection of the palaces and performances of
the fashionable and extravagant rich has fired his imagination and
energy. In that case he does not marry. “I am too poor,” he says, as
he looks at his paltry income of five thousand a year and thinks on
the humble ménage it would maintain, and remembers that his poorest
married acquaintances up in the Fifth avenue or Lake Drive district
have fifteen thousand a year and cannot afford to entertain or to keep
a carriage, and are always fretting about money. He considers what a
“decent” hat or dress for a woman costs, and--well, his tailor’s bill
was seven hundred dollars last year and he has almost no clothes.
He remembers his bills for the few small and very modest dinners
he gave--a week’s earnings gone in a few minutes and the dinner a
poor affair beside the poorest he has had at the houses of his rich
acquaintances. To console himself for his heroic sacrifice of sentiment
to ambition, he takes a somewhat better apartment for his bachelor
self in a more fashionable apartment house--his rent is twelve hundred
a year. He works hard downtown; he continues to work hard uptown. He
works as cleverly in the one quarter as in the other. He is always
seen with rich people; he belongs to fashionable clubs; he dines in
palaces; he goes for Saturday-to-Monday visits at great, extravagantly
maintained country houses; he is seen in boxes at the opera, at the
horse show; he expands his tastes and his expenditures with his rapidly
expanding income. His “fixed charges” are now fifteen thousand a
year--very moderate for a man of his associations.
In addition to these absolute necessities he spends about fifteen
thousand more upon presents and entertaining. Half a dozen men living
in the apartment house he lives in spend twice as much as he does and
do not consider themselves, and are not considered, either extravagant
or dissipated.
He is making a great deal of money, but he feels--and is--poor.
However, he is sustained and soothed by the certainty of riches
immediately ahead. He has been spending, but it has been in the nature
of an investment--a most judicious investment from the standpoint of
his purposes. And presently his cleverness and audacity and “large
ideas” have their reward; and then he marries.
She has tastes which are exactly his. She is willing to marry him
because she has not made the success she and her mother dreamed of and
strove for. She has some money--their joint income, while not imposing
as New York incomes go, is still large enough to enable them to make “a
decent start in life,” as their “set” interprets life.
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