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He arose and placed his hand affectionately on the youth’s shoulder, as
he continued: “I’m going to give you one, and a very good one, because
I see that you are intelligent and the advice will not be wasted.
You’re going to study medicine? Well, confine yourself to learning how
to put on plasters and apply leeches, and don’t ever try to improve or
impair the condition of your kind. When you become a licentiate, marry
a rich and devout girl, try to make cures and charge well, shun
everything that has any relation to the general state of the country,
attend mass, confession, and communion when the rest do, and you will
see afterwards how you will thank me, and I shall see it, if I am still
alive. Always remember that charity begins at home, for man ought not
to seek on earth more than the greatest amount of happiness for
himself, as Bentham says. If you involve yourself in quixotisms you
will have no career, nor will you get married, nor will you ever amount
to anything. All will abandon you, your own countrymen will be the
first to laugh at your simplicity. Believe me, you will remember me and
see that I am right, when you have gray hairs like myself, gray hairs
such as these!”
Here the old lawyer stroked his scanty white hair, as he smiled sadly
and shook his head.
“When I have gray hairs like those, sir,” replied Isagani with equal
sadness, “and turn my gaze back over my past and see that I have worked
only for myself, without having done what I plainly could and should
have done for the country that has given me everything, for the
citizens that have helped me to live—then, sir, every gray hair will be
a thorn, and instead of rejoicing, they will shame me!”
So saying, he took his leave with a profound bow. The lawyer remained
motionless in his place, with an amazed look on his face. He listened
to the footfalls that gradually died away, then resumed his seat.
“Poor boy!” he murmured, “similar thoughts also crossed my mind once!
What more could any one desire than to be able to say: ‘I have done
this for the good of the fatherland, I have consecrated my life to the
welfare of others!’ A crown of laurel, steeped in aloes, dry leaves
that cover thorns and worms! That is not life, that does not get us our
daily bread, nor does it bring us honors— the laurel would hardly serve
for a salad, nor produce ease, nor aid us in winning lawsuits, but
quite the reverse! Every country has its code of ethics, as it has its
climate and its diseases, different from the climate and the diseases
of other countries.”
After a pause, he added: “Poor boy! If all should think and act as he
does, I don’t say but that—Poor boy! Poor Florentino!”
CHAPTER XVI
THE TRIBULATIONS OF A CHINESE
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