Nationalists -- Philippines -- Fiction; Philippine fiction (Spanish) -- Translations into English; Philippines -- History -- Fiction
“My dear, give me curtains at twelve pesos a yard, and you’ll see if I
put on these rags!” retorted the goddess in pique. “Heavens! You can
talk when you have done something fine like that to give you the
right!”
Meanwhile, Basilio stood before the house, lost in the throng of
curious spectators, counting those who alighted from their carriages.
When he looked upon so many persons, happy and confident, when he saw
the bride and groom followed by their train of fresh and innocent
little girls, and reflected that they were going to meet there a
horrible death, he was sorry and felt his hatred waning within him. He
wanted to save so many innocents, he thought of notifying the police,
but a carriage drove up to set down Padre Salvi and Padre Irene, both
beaming with content, and like a passing cloud his good intentions
vanished. “What does it matter to me?” he asked himself. “Let the
righteous suffer with the sinners.”
Then he added, to silence his scruples: “I’m not an informer, I mustn’t
abuse the confidence he has placed in me. I owe him, him more than I do
them: he dug my mother’s grave, they killed her! What have I to do with
them? I did everything possible to be good and useful, I tried to
forgive and forget, I suffered every imposition, and only asked that
they leave me in peace. I got in no one’s way. What have they done to
me? Let their mangled limbs fly through the air! We’ve suffered
enough.”
Then he saw Simoun alight with the terrible lamp in his hands, saw him
cross the entrance with bowed head, as though deep in thought. Basilio
felt his heart beat fainter, his feet and hands turn cold, while the
black silhouette of the jeweler assumed fantastic shapes enveloped in
flames. There at the foot of the stairway Simoun checked his steps, as
if in doubt, and Basilio held his breath. But the hesitation was
transient—Simoun raised his head, resolutely ascended the stairway, and
disappeared.
It then seemed to the student that the house was going to blow up at
any moment, and that walls, lamps, guests, roof, windows, orchestra,
would be hurtling through the air like a handful of coals in the midst
of an infernal explosion. He gazed about him and fancied that he saw
corpses in place of idle spectators, he saw them torn to shreds, it
seemed to him that the air was filled with flames, but his calmer self
triumphed over this transient hallucination, which was due somewhat to
his hunger.
“Until he comes out, there’s no danger,” he said to himself. “The
Captain-General hasn’t arrived yet.”
He tried to appear calm and control the convulsive trembling in his
limbs, endeavoring to divert his thoughts to other things. Something
within was ridiculing him, saying, “If you tremble now, before the
supreme moment, how will you conduct yourself when you see blood
flowing, houses burning, and bullets whistling?”
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