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While he was pondering over these things, the old man was approached by
a servant who said that the sick man wished to speak with him, so he
went into the next room, a clean and well-ventilated apartment with a
floor of wide boards smoothed and polished, and simply furnished with
big, heavy armchairs of ancient design, without varnish or paint. At
one end there was a large kamagon bed with its four posts to support
the canopy, and beside it a table covered with bottles, lint, and
bandages. A praying-desk at the feet of a Christ and a scanty library
led to the suspicion that it was the priest’s own bedroom, given up to
his guest according to the Filipino custom of offering to the stranger
the best table, the best room, and the best bed in the house. Upon
seeing the windows opened wide to admit freely the healthful sea-breeze
and the echoes of its eternal lament, no one in the Philippines would
have said that a sick person was to be found there, since it is the
custom to close all the windows and stop up all the cracks just as soon
as any one catches a cold or gets an insignificant headache.
Padre Florentine looked toward the bed and was astonished to see that
the sick man’s face had lost its tranquil and ironical expression.
Hidden grief seemed to knit his brows, anxiety was depicted in his
looks, his lips were curled in a smile of pain.
“Are you suffering, Señor Simoun?” asked the priest solicitously, going
to his side.
“Some! But in a little while I shall cease to suffer,” he replied with
a shake of his head.
Padre Florentine clasped his hands in fright, suspecting that he
understood the terrible truth. “My God, what have you done? What have
you taken?” He reached toward the bottles.
“It’s useless now! There’s no remedy at all!” answered Simoun with a
pained smile. “What did you expect me to do? Before the clock strikes
eight—alive or dead—dead, yes, but alive, no!”
“My God, what have you done?”
“Be calm!” urged the sick man with a wave of his hand. “What’s done is
done. I must not fall into anybody’s hands—my secret would be torn from
me. Don’t get excited, don’t lose your head, it’s useless! Listen—the
night is coming on and there’s no time to be lost. I must tell you my
secret, and intrust to you my last request, I must lay my life open
before you. At the supreme moment I want to lighten myself of a load, I
want to clear up a doubt of mine. You who believe so firmly in God—I
want you to tell me if there is a God!”
“But an antidote, Señor Simoun! I have ether, chloroform—”
The priest began to search for a flask, until Simoun cried impatiently,
“Useless, it’s useless! Don’t waste time! I’ll go away with my secret!”
The bewildered priest fell down at his desk and prayed at the feet of
the Christ, hiding his face in his hands. Then he arose serious and
grave, as if he had received from his God all the force, all the
dignity, all the authority of the Judge of consciences. Moving a chair
to the head of the bed he prepared to listen.
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