Great Britain -- History -- Mary I, 1553-1558; Mary I, Queen of England, 1516-1558
fatal course, although he had lived his just number
of years, could not have long continued. But life
was sweet, it appeared. So he might have lived, you
will say, he did not care how; indeed the reason is
good; for he that would have lived in chains to
have had his life, by like would leave no other
means unattempted. But God be merciful to us, for
he saith, whoso denyeth him before men, he will not
know him in his Father's kingdom."--_Queen Jane and
Queen Mary_, p. 24.]
Gates was the second sufferer. He, too, spoke in the same key. He had
been a great reader of Scripture, he said, but he had not read it to
be edified, but to be seditious--to dispute, to interpret it after his
private affection; to him, therefore, the honey had been poison, and
he warned all men how they followed his ill example; God's holy
mysteries were no safe things to toy or play with. Gates, in dying,
had three strokes of an axe;--"Whether," says an eye-witness,[99] "it
was by his own request or no was doubtful"--remarkable words: as if
the everlasting fate of the soul depended on its latest emotion, and
repentance could be intensified by the conscious realisation of death.
[Footnote 99: _Harleian MSS._ 284.]
Last came Sir Thomas Palmer, in whom, to judge by his method of taking
leave of life, there was some kind of nobleness. It was he who led the
cavalry forlorn hope, at Haddington, when the supplies were thrown in
for the garrison.
He leapt upon the scaffold, red with the blood of his companions.
"Good morning to you all, good people," he said, looking round him
with a smile; "ye come hither to see me die, and to see what news I
have; marry, I will tell you; I have seen more in yonder terrible
place [he pointed towards the Tower] than ever I saw before throughout
all the realms that ever I wandered in; for there I have seen God, I
have seen the world, and I have seen myself; and when I beheld my
life, I saw nothing but slime and clay, full of corruption; I saw the
world nothing else but vanity, and all the pleasures and treasures
thereof nought worth; I saw God omnipotent, his power infinite, his
mercy incomprehensible; and when I saw this, I most humbly submitted
myself unto him, beseeching him of mercy and pardon, and I trust he
hath forgiven me; for he called me once or twice before, but I would
not turn to him, but even now by this sharp kind of death he hath
called me unto him. I trust the wings of his mercy shall spread over
me and save me; and I do here confess, before you all, Christ to be
the very Son of God the Father, born of the Virgin Mary, which came
into the world to fulfil the law for us, and to bear our offences on
his back, and suffered his passion for our redemption, by the which I
trust to be saved."
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