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“You honor me,” he said, and his tone and manner both hardened yet
more. His general appearance was that of a man ten years older; he had
changed terribly in the weeks since she had last seen him. She took the
chair and sat down, still looking at him. He sat down too, and his eyes
went restlessly around the room as if they sought a hold that should
withhold them from her searching gaze. There was a short pause.
“Don’t speak like that,” she said at last. “It isn’t your way, and I
know you too well—we know one another too well—to be anything but
sincere. You owe me something, too, and if I forbear you should
understand why.”
“I owe you something, do I?” he asked. “What do I owe you?”
Mrs. Rosscott caught her under lip in her teeth.
“You gave me a promise, Mr. Denham,” she said, quite low, but most
distinctly—“a promise which you broke.”
Jack flushed; his eyelids drooped for a minute.
“I didn’t break it,” he said. “I gave it up.”
“Is there any difference?”
“A great difference.”
He shrugged his shoulders.
“Do you want to have the truth?” he said. “If you really do, I’ll tell
you. But I don’t ask to tell you, recollect, and if I were you I’d drop
the whole—I certainly would.—If I were you.”
She looked at him in astonishment.
“I don’t understand,” she said. “Tell me what you mean.”
He raised his hand to his bandaged head again.
“I think,” he said, fighting hard to speak with utter indifference, “I
think that it would have been better if you had told me about
Holloway.”
At that her big eyes opened widely.
“What should I tell you about Mr. Holloway?” she asked. “What could I
tell you about him?”
“It isn’t any use speaking like that,” he said; and with the words he
suddenly leaped from his chair and began to plunge back and forth
across the small room. “You see I’m not a boy any more. I’ve come to my
senses. I know now! I understand now! It’s all plain to me now. Now and
always. I’ve been fooled once but only once and by All that Is, I never
will be fooled again. Your’re pretty and awfully fascinating, and it’s
always fun for the woman—especially if she knows all her bets are
safely hedged. And I was so completely done up that I was even more
sport than the common run, I suppose; but—” she was staring at him in
unfeigned amazement, and he was lashing himself to fury with the
feelings that underlaid his words—“but even if you made it all right
with yourself by calling your share by the name of ‘having a good
influence’ over me (I know that’s how married women always pat
themselves on the back while they’re sending us to the devil), even
then, I think that it would have been better to have been fair and
square with me. It would have been better all round. I’d have been left
with some belief in—in people. As it is, when I saw that you’d only
been laughing at me, I—well, I went pretty far.”
He stopped short, and transfixed her paleness with his big, dark eyes.
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