The Relentless CityBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Relentless City
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
British -- United States -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
'He is dominating,' said Sybil. 'I was greatly attracted by him.
Then he did something disgusting, or so I thought it, and I was
disillusioned. I even began to dislike him. But he has force, and it
will need force on my part to fight him. What will the result be? I
shall have less force to fight Charlie's microbes for him.'
'Yes, that is what you are doing,' said Mrs. Brancepeth softly.
'And even here, even when I see most clearly how much better he is
getting, I ask myself whether I am doing wisely or not,' continued
Sybil. 'What will the end be? Is he filled with certain hopes which I
cannot say will ever be realized? And what if he is disappointed of
them?'
There was no reply, and after a minute she went on.
'Mr. Bilton will arrive in two days,' she said; 'he will come to this
hotel. It is impossible for me to cut him, not to recognise him. He
is quite extraordinarily like Charlie, by the way. I must speak to
him when he speaks to me. I must behave decently. And I know--oh, how
well I know it!--he will interest me again. I shall be forced to be
interested. There is that about him--some force, some relentless sort
of machinery that goes grinding on, pulverizing what gets in its way.'
Mrs. Brancepeth rose.
'Now, dear, be quiet,' she said. 'You are working yourself up about it.
Don't do that. Don't whip up your imagination on the subject. You take
things too vividly.' Sybil smiled rather hopelessly.
'That does not help matters,' she said; 'some people take them not
vividly enough. I am myself, you are yourself; the broad lines of each
of us are inexorably laid down for us. All we can do is not to make
a very shocking mess of them. We are all unsatisfactory. No, I don't
think you are; you are very nice and restful. Now, what am I to do--not
about Bilton, I mean, but now this minute. That is always so important.'
Mrs. Brancepeth laughed.
'And that is so like you,' she said. 'Go to bed, dear, and dream as
vividly as you can of the outside edge.'
Bilton arrived two days afterwards, and, as was quite natural, paid
a call on his friends before dinner in their sitting-room. As chance
would have it, neither Charlie nor his mother were in, and he found
Sybil alone. She rose and shook hands with him as he entered, but gave
him no smile.
'I was surprised to get your letter,' she said; 'I thought you were too
busy to come out to this very idle place.'
'I chose it for its idleness,' he said. 'I was very tired, and I have a
busy time ahead of me again. It is economical to spend a fortnight in
complete idleness rather than let your work suffer for a year.'
He paused a moment.
'That was my excuse,' he said; 'I had also a reason.' Sybil felt a
sudden anger with him, which flared up and died down again as he went
on.
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