The Relentless CityBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Relentless City
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
British -- United States -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
'I am glad to find you alone,' he said, 'because I wanted to see you.
I had to see you; I was thirsty for the sight of you. But do not be
afraid; I shall not make myself importunate; I shall say nothing
to offend you; I shall not entreat you by word or look. I just
wanted--wanted to see you: that is all.'
He spoke rather low, and rather more slowly than his wont; but next
moment he resumed the ordinary tone of his speech.
'I came here a couple of years ago,' said he; 'and I carried away with
me an extraordinary sense of coolness and rest. I think one's brain
goes to sleep here. We Americans need that; we have awful insomnia of
the brain. I want to go sliding on a silly sledge down a steep place; I
want to fall about on skates, and not read the paper.'
Sybil laughed; there had been a certain modesty and good taste in his
first speech that had rather touched her, and from that he had gone
straight to ordinary converse. The assurance of the harmlessness of
his intentions seemed to her very genuine. As a matter of fact, it was
profoundly calculated, and produced just the effect he wanted; for he
particularly desired to be admitted without embarrassment or delay into
the others' party.
To Charlie's mind, this addition--for though Bilton never seemed to
intrude himself, yet he usually was there--was nothing more at first
than a slight nuisance. More than that, it could not be called, since
he knew of Sybil's complete and final rejection of Bilton as a lover,
and it was not consonant with the sweetness of his own nature to be
rendered jealous and exacting about her friends. But by degrees--so
gradual that he could not notice the growth of the feeling, but only
register the fact that it had grown--he became aware of uneasiness of
mind, which, as it increased, diminished from the great content in
which he had passed the earlier weeks of their stay at Davos. Also
he began to realize that in the shade of his mind there had grown
up unconsciously a hope--or, if not a hope, the possibility of the
hope--that he himself might find in her some day more than a friend. He
had often asked himself before whether he still cherished and watered
the tender seedling, and as often he had honestly told himself that he
did not. But Bilton's coming, and the terms he was on with Sybil, cast
a light into his own dark places, and he knew that that hops was still
not rooted up from his mind. And, realizing this, he realized how vital
such a hope was to him.
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