The Relentless CityBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Relentless City
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
British -- United States -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
'No; he wants to see you alone.' And, as she spoke, a sudden pang of
jealousy and rebellion struck her. Why should she who would give her
life for him with thankful willingness be powerless to help him, while
half that love from another woman might prove so efficacious, could she
but exert its strength? But next moment that was gone; no other thought
but the mother's yearning for her son was there.
Sybil went from her up the passage to Charlie's room, and entered
softly. At that moment, hearing perhaps the rustle of her dress, he
turned his head on his pillow, and looked towards the door, and in
dead silence for a moment their eyes met. His face was very much
flushed; his eyes, as his mother had said, were very bright, but
bright with the burning of fever; and the indescribable sharpness
and hardness of feature that comes with illness was there. But as
Sybil looked, no horror was hers, and no shrinking. All she knew was
that a man, suffering and ill, lay there--a man to whom she was the
reason of living and the sun of life; a man whom she had known long,
liked always, loved never. In his eyes there burned not only fever,
but, as he saw her, the unquenchable light of love in all its dumb
faithfulness. She had seen it often before, and had rejected it, but
now it smote upon her heart. Something within her melted; and as a
butterfly cracks its chrysalis, and emerges weak, hardly yet conscious
of the new life, of the iridescence of its own wings, of the sunlight
which till now has been hidden from it by that sheath of its shell, so
something new trembled on the threshold of her heart--pity--which knew
not yet that with which it was entwined. And with the waking of herself
within her came the knowledge of what to do and say intuitively,
because she was at last a woman.
She came quickly across the room, smiling at him.
'Charlie, Charlie, this will never do,' she said. 'I leave you alone
for one day, and you instantly behave naughtily like this. I am ashamed
of you.'
'Sybil, it is good of you to come and see me,' he said; 'I wanted to
see you so much.'
Then the inevitable querulousness of illness mastered him.
'Oh, I am so uncomfortable,' he said--' so hot and feverish.' And he
flung-his arm outside the bedclothes.
'Poor old Charlie!' she said; 'poor old fellow! It is a bore. Now, put
that arm back at once. There. Now, you are not going to talk to me
now, but I am going to make you ever so much more comfortable, put the
pillow for you so, and you are going to see the doctor, and then you
are going to sleep. Headache? Poor old boy! And I shall sit here and
talk to you till the doctor comes.'
She drew a chair to the bedside, and he turned more over in bed so that
he looked directly at her.
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