The Relentless CityBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Relentless City
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
British -- United States -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
'Bertie, for many months you saw me almost daily, and guessed nothing.
Of all the men I have known--I have known several--I loved one. You.
That was why I always refused you. It was my one decent impulse. It was
not easy for me. Nor was it easy for me to see you marry Amelie. But
I loved you, and liked her. And in a very dim and vague sort of way I
realized that there was such a thing as keeping good, as being clean.
Even I realized that. So I kept you by me as long as I could, because
your passion for me made you lead a proper life. You did not know that
other women even existed while you could see me. Then you wrote that
letter, and I knew that I could resist no longer if I continued to see
you. So I sent you away. I have done a good many horrible things in my
life, but I have done just that one decent one. One thing more. You
have never known me do a mean thing. I wonder you dared think it was I
who blackmailed you. Now, that is absolutely all. I have no other word
to say about myself.'
'I have one,' he said. 'Can you forgive me?'
'I have no idea,' she answered.
She got up and walked once or twice up and down the room, he sitting
where he was, not looking at her, but hearing only the _frou-frou_ of
her dress. Then he heard the sprit of a lighted match, and a moment
afterwards she blew a great cloud of smoke into his face.
'You disgusting, horrible pig!' she said. 'My fingers simply tingle
to box your ears. Now, what is to be done? It is perfectly clear who
blackmailed you, and if you like you can have him in the hollow of your
hand.'
'Bilton,' said Bertie.
'Of course. He really is rather a charming character. He had a grudge
against me, because I told Sybil Brancepeth of--of past events. He has
made a good attempt to pay it off. Now, what will you do? Personally,
I should like you to prosecute him, and I will come to the trial. You
could get him years and years for that. But you must not do it except
with your wife's permission. England is the home of linen-washing in
public; it is the one industry that remains to us. But you must ask her
first. Tell me, what terms are you on?'
'Polite speaking terms.'
Dorothy laughed.
'What fools husbands and wives are!' she remarked. 'Why don't you
have it out with her? Why don't you explode, boil over, beat her, or
something? It is partly my fault, too. I saw she thought there was more
to be told, and I did not trouble to convince her, for she did behave
so primly. Nose in the air, as if I was a bad smell.'
She paused a moment.
'Go to her now at once,' she said, 'before you have time to think it
over. Show her the letter; tell her the whole story. Off with you. Ah!
wait a minute.'
She left the room quickly, and came back again with the dressing-bag in
her hand.
'Will you take it now?' she said, with her enchanting smile.
He could not speak; there was a pathos about her gaiety that gripped
his throat.
'All happiness to you and her, dear Bertie,' she said. 'Now go away.'
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