The Relentless CityBenson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
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The Relentless City
Benson, E. F. (Edward Frederic)
British -- United States -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
It was between eleven and twelve that night when Bertie left the
smoking-room and went upstairs. His wife had gone some quarter of an
hour before, but Mr. Palmer had detained him talking. He tapped at her
bedroom door; her maid opened it, and after a moment he was admitted.
She was sitting before her glass in a blue silk and lace dressing-gown,
and her hair, a rippling sheet of molten gold, was streaming down her
back.
'You want to speak to me?' she asked.
'If I may.'
'You can go,' she said to the maid. 'I will send for you if I want you.'
Amelie got up, smoothing her hair back behind her ears. If she had been
the most finished coquette, she would have done exactly that; art would
have imitated the complete naturalness of the movement. Her face was
very pale, and looked infinitely weary, but its beauty, the beauty of
that falling river of gold, the beauty of her bare arm, and the gentle
swell of her bosom, half seen through the low opening of the neck of
her dressing-gown, had never been more dazzling. But her eyes were
lustreless; they looked on him as on a stranger.
'What is it?' she asked.
He tried to school his tongue to begin, but for the moment it would not.
'Would to-morrow do as well?' asked Amelie. 'I am rather tired.'
'No; I want to tell you to-night,' said he. 'It is about Mrs. Emsworth.'
She flushed, and turned her head a little away.
'I do not care to hear,' she said.
'I must tell you, all the same,' he said.
She shrugged her shoulders ever so slightly.
'I cannot prevent you,' she said.
She sat down by her toilet-table, turning only a shoulder to him, and
with her cool white hands idly arranged the things that stood there,
and he began his tale. He told her everything from the beginning: of
his wild infatuation for Mrs. Emsworth, of the absolute innocence of
that attachment, and of the letter he had written. She interrupted him
here.
'I do not see why you tell me this,' she said. 'I knew all you have
told me.'
'You did not know it from me,' he said. 'That makes a difference.'
For the first time her face softened a little.
'Yes,' she said, 'I see that.'
'Do you believe what I tell you?'
She turned now and faced him.
'No, Bertie, I am afraid not,' she said. 'It is not reasonable. We all
know what sort of a woman Mrs. Emsworth is. You say you were madly in
love with her. We know also what a man's code of morality usually is.
Is it reasonable?'
'There is a reason,' he said.
'Tell it me, then.'
'It is hard to tell you,' he said. 'But it is this: She loved me. For
that reason she wished me not--not to act unworthily. So she laughed at
me. She sent me away.'
Amelie got up and stood in front of him, with head downcast.
Instinctively and completely she knew this to be the truth, and was
humbled. She touched his arm gently with her finger-tips.
'Yes, that is a very good reason,' she said. 'Bertie, I am sorry. All
these awful weeks I have believed the other. It has made everything
black and bitter to me.'
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