The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
The child laid her thin, red, water-marred fingers in his gloved hand.
He retained them, and drew her nearer.
"You’ve had a rather tough deal, Steve, haven’t you?"
The child was silent, standing with head lowered, her bronzed brown hair
hanging and shadowing shoulders and face.
"Do you go to school, Steve?"
"Yes, sir."
"Not to-day?"
"No, sir. It’s Saturday."
"Oh, yes. I forgot. What do you learn in school?"
"Things—writing—reading."
"Do you like school?"
"Yes, sir."
"What do you like best?"
"Dancing."
"Do they teach _that_? What kind of dancing do you learn to do?"
"Fancy dancing—folk-dances. And I like the little plays that teacher
gets up for us."
"Do you like any other of your studies?" he asked drily.
"Droring."
"Drawing?"
"Yes, sir," she replied, flushing painfully.
"Oh. So they teach you to draw? Who instructs you?"
"Miss Crowe. She comes every week. We copy picture cards and things."
"So you like to draw, Steve," nodded Cleland absently, thinking of his
only son, who liked to write, and who, God willing, would have every
chance to develop his bent in life. Then, still thinking of his only
son, he looked up into the grey eyes of this little stranger.
As fate would have it, she smiled at him. And, looking at her in
silence he felt the child-hunger gnawing in his heart—felt it, and for
the first time, vaguely surmised what it really was that had so long
ailed him.
But the idea, of course, seemed hopeless, impossible! It was not fair to
his only son. Everything that he had was his son’s—everything he had to
give—care, sympathy, love, worldly possessions. These belonged to his
son alone.
"Are you happy here with these kind people, Steve?" he asked hastily.
"Yes, sir."
But though his conscience should have instantly acquitted him, deep in
his lonely heart the child-hunger gnawed, unsatisfied. If only there
had been other children of his own—younger ones to play with, to have
near him in his solitude, to cuddle, to caress, to fuss over as he and
his dead wife had fussed over their only baby!——
"Steve?"
"Sir?"
"You are sure you will be quite happy here?"
"Yes, sir."
"Would you——" A pause; and again he looked up into the child’s face, and
again she smiled.
"Steve, I never had a little girl. It’s funny, isn’t it?"
"Yes, sir."
A silence.
"Would you like to—to go to a private school?"
The child did not understand. So he told her about such schools and the
little girls who went to them. She seemed deeply interested; her grey
eyes were clear and seriously intelligent, and very, very intently fixed
on him in the effort to follow and understand what he was saying.
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