The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
"His was a poet’s soul," said Cleland, "—but he probably took an
Iroquois scalp when unobserved, and skinned living and dead impartially
in his fur transactions."
"Some degenerate son of honest English stock, I suppose," nodded Helen.
"Yet, he had the simplicity of the Cavalier verse-makers in his gracious
heart.... Well, for his sake——"
She laid a June rose on the weather-ravaged dial. "God rest him,
anyway!" she added lightly. "There’s a devil in every one of us."
"Not in you, darling," cooed Stephanie, enlacing her waist. "If there
ever was, he’s dead."
"I wonder." ... She glanced deliberately at Cleland, then smiled:
"There was a bully romance I read in extreme youth, in which an old
swashbuckler was always exclaiming: ’Courage! The devil is dead!’ And
since I have realized that I, also, harboured a devil, the memory of
that cheery war-cry always puts me on my mettle to slay him.... It’s a
good fight, Jim," she added, serenely. "But a really good fight is
never finished, you know. And it’s better to end the story with, ’so
they lived to fight happily ever after,’ than to announce that the
problem is solved, the romance ended for eternity."
In the pink dusk she picked her way over the dewy grass toward the
porch, saying carelessly that her ancient bones resented dampness.
Stephanie, resting against the sun-dial, inhaled the sweetness of the
iris and spoke of it.
"The flowers are lilac-grey, like your eyes," he said. "The scent
expresses you to me—faintly sweet—a young, fresh, delicate
odour—_you_—in terms of perfume."
"_Such_ a poet! ... But you know one never should touch the petals of an
iris.... The indiscreet imprint remains."
"Have I left any imprint?"
"I should say you had! Do you suppose my mind isn’t busy most of the
time remembering your—imprints?"
"Is it?"
"Does it comfort you to know it? Nobody else ever pawed me."
"A nice way to put it!" he remarked.
She shrugged:
"I don’t know how it was I first permitted it—came to endure it——" She
lifted her grey eyes deliberately, "—invited it ... because I came to
expect it—wish for it——" She bit her lip and made a quick gesture with
clenched hand. "Oh, Jim, I’m no good! Here I am married, and as
nonchalantly unfaithful to my vows as you care to make me——"
She turned abruptly and walked across the lawn toward the willows that
fringed the stream, moving leisurely, pensively, her hands linked behind
her back. He rejoined her at the willows and they slowly entered the
misty belt of trees together.
"If you knew," she said, "what a futile, irresolute, irresponsible
creature I am, you wouldn’t waste real love on me. There’s nothing to
me except feminine restlessness, mental and physical, and it urges,
urges, urges me to wander frivolously in pursuit of God knows what—_I_
don’t! But always my mind is a traveller impatient to go a-gypsying,
and my feet beat the devil’s tattoo——"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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