The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
She sprang from the pebbles to a flat river stone projecting from the
shore and stood poised, looking out across the rushing water at the mist
curling there along the crests of little hurrying waves. A firefly
drifted through it; above, unseen, night-hawks called persistently. She
turned her head toward him expectantly.
There was room enough on the rock and he stepped to her side.
"I’m like that water," she said, "making a futile noise in the world,
dashing and rippling along without any plan of my own, any destination.
When I’m honest with myself, I know that it isn’t the intellectual
desire for self-expression that keeps me restless; it’s merely and
solely the instinct to ripple and bubble and dance and flow out under
the stars and sunsets and dawns—and go sparkling and swirling and
glimmering purposelessly away out into the world at random.... And
_that’s_ all there is to Stephanie Quest!—if you really desire to
know—you very romantic and foolish boy, who think yourself in love with
her!"
She looked up and laughed at his sober face.
"Dear novelist," she said, "it’s common realism, not romantic fiction,
that has _us_ in its clutches. We’re caught by the commonplace. If
life were only like one of your novels, with some definite beginning, an
artistic plot full of action running toward a properly planned
climax!—but it isn’t! It begins in the middle and ends nowhere. And
here’s another trouble with real life; there aren’t any villains. And
that’s fatal to me as your heroine, Jim, for I can’t be one unless I’m
furnished with a foil."
"Steve," he said, "if you are not everything that my mind and heart
believe you to be, the time is past when it makes any difference to me
what you are."
She laughed:
"Oh, Jim, is it really as serious as that? Can you stand for a
mindless, purposeless girl of unmoral and nomadic proclivities who
really hasn’t a single gift—no self to express, no creative or
interpretive talent—with nothing but an inordinate, unquiet curiosity to
find out everything there is to find out—a mental gypsy, lazy,
self-indulgent, pleasure-loving, irresponsible——"
He began to laugh:
"All that is covered by one word—’intelligent,’" he said. "You’re just
human, with a healthy intellect and normal inclinations."
"Oh, dear, you’re so dreadfully wrong. I’m a fraud—nice to look at and
to stroll with——"
She turned and stepped across to the pebbled shore. He followed. She
bent her head and, not looking at him, drew his arm around her waist and
held it there with one hand across his.
"I’m desperately in love," she said, "but I’m a sham—agreeable to
caress, pliant, an apt pupil—pretty material for a sweetheart, Jim—but
for nothing more important." ... They walked slowly along the shore path
down stream under the silver willows, his arm enlacing her supple
figure, her slow, deliberate steps in rhythm with his.
After a while he said in a low voice:
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