The Restless SexChambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
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The Restless Sex
Chambers, Robert W. (Robert William)
American fiction -- 20th century
Often Cleland tried to read in the gravely youthful eyes uplifted to his
the dreamy emotions which his narrative evoked—curiosity, awe, shy
delight, frank hunger for a playmate, doubt that this wonder-boy would
condescend to notice her, wistfulness, loneliness—the delicate tragedy
of solitary souls.
Always her gaze troubled him a little, because he had not yet told his
son of what he had done—had not written to him concerning the advent of
this little stranger. He had thought that the best and easiest way was
to tell Jim when he met him at the railroad station, and, without giving
the boy time to think, brood perhaps, perhaps worry, let him see little
Stephanie face to face.
It seemed the best way to John Cleland. But, at moments, lying alone,
sleepless in the night, he became horribly afraid.
It was about that time that he received a letter from Miss Rosalinda
Quest:
DEAR MR. CLELAND:
Will you bring the child out to Bayford, or shall I call to see her when
business takes me into town?
I want to see her, so take your choice.
Yours truly,
ROSALINDA QUEST.
This brusque reminder that Stephanie was not entirely his upset Cleland.
But there was nothing to do about it except to write the lady a civil
invitation to call.
Which she did one morning a week later. She wore battle-grey tweeds and
toque, and a Krupp steel equipment of reticule and umbrella; and she
looked the fighter from top to toe.
When Cleland came down to the drawing-room with Stephanie. Miss Quest
greeted him with perfunctory civility and looked upon Stephanie with
unfeigned amazement.
"Is that my niece?" she demanded. And Stephanie, who had been warned of
the lady and of the relationship, dropped her curtsey and offered her
slender hand with the shy but affable smile instinctive in all children.
But the grey, friendly eyes and the smile did instantly a business for
the child which she never could have foreseen; for Miss Quest lost her
colour and stood quite dumb and rigid, with the little girl’s hand
grasped tightly in her grey-gloved fingers.
Finally she found her voice—not the incisive, combative, precise voice
which Cleland knew—but a feminine and uncertain parody on it:
"Do you know who I am, Stephanie?"
"Yes, ma’am. You are my Aunt Rosalinda."
Miss Quest took the seat which Cleland offered and sat down, drawing the
child to her knee. She looked at her for a long while without speaking.
Later, when Stephanie had been given her congé, in view of lessons
awaiting her in the nursery, Miss Quest said to Cleland, as she was
going:
"I’m not blind. I can see what you are doing for her—what you have
done. The child adores you."
"I love her exactly as though she were my own," he said, flushing.
"That’s plain enough, too.... Well, I shall be just. She is yours. I
don’t suppose there ever will be a corner in her heart for me.... I
could love her, too, if I had the time."
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